Dear Percy,
I can't bring myself to say it to your face. It'd hurt me more than it'd hurt you. They said I only have three months to live. I'm scared, but it'll be easier if I let you go. I told you that i moved and that i can't do long distance. I guess that was the first step in letting go. I wasn't completely lying though, I did move, but for my chemo.
The second half was a lie.
I would kill the distance to get to you. I would do anything to stay with you. But for your sake, I have to let you go. Having cancer is a real pain, but I don't want you to worry about me. I asked my family to keep it from you, I hope they did. I know that I broke your heart, and I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, if anything, I wanted to be the one. The one you'd settle down with, have a family with. The one that you'd cherish forever. But life decided to be a bitch and take that away. I'd do anything to change my situation, if it meant that I could stay with you.
You probably have girls crawling over you, left and right. Knowing you, you'll most likely push them away kindly. You've always been a kind person. You don't deserve the pain I put you through. So, I'm writing these letters so you can have something to remember when I'm gone. I'll have my parents mail them or have Jason give them to you. They won't all be this depressing, I just wrote this first one so you could have some closure. To know why I left. To understand why I broke your heart.
The rest of these letters will be about memories we've made. I'll write about everything I love about you. I'll tell you everything that you made me feel while we were together. I want you to remember that i love you and if I could change it, i would do anything to be with you . Hopefully we'll see each other again. When it's your time but I don't want you to spend the rest of your life moping around over me, Bup. I don't really know what else to write in this first letter, you know how bad I am at it. So this is goodbye, for now. Promise me one thing, though? Wait for me.
Please don't forget me,
Annabeth
I AM SO SORRY FOR BEING DEAD FOR A HUNDRED YEARS. I don't even have an excuse besides school because I actually have no life lmaooo. anyway, I promise I'm going to be more active because this story is prewritten and I'm still working on some other writing pieces;) see ya'll soon -vanessa