Your eyes seem to see right through me. You know me both on the in- and outside, you have since the day we first saw one another.
When you hold me it is as if time stops. When your lips touch my cheek, chin, neck … How should I best describe the feeling that runs through me?
My whole inside shivers with pleasure. The attraction that I feel against you is one I don't want to feel. It's wrong, but at the same time it feels so good and I don't wanna stop.
I have someone else that waits me at home, and we both know it all to well. At the same time we can't stop hold each other and continue kiss the others face, throat and neck.
Why do I feel this way towards someone else? I have it good with him, so why do I want to do things with you that are taboo? Why do I feel this way?
I don't have any answer, and don't think I will be able to find one either. You can not control your own feelings, I know that too well.
I just want you to know that I have always cared for you, since the day we first saw one another. Nothing will ever be able to change that.
Even though I feel this way towards you, I know that we can not be anything else then friends. Even how much I feel that I want to do something else with you that friends can't do.
Thank you for existing, Ichigo.