Disclaimer: Hey guys I'm back yet again with another songfic just like I said I would…just took me awhile longer than I had really intended. My first songfic was on Sailor Saturn/Tomoe Hotaru. This one is on Sailor Moon/Tsukino Usagi after Mamoru had broken up with her. Yeah I know another "breakup" fic, but this song came to mind and that situation seemed to really, really fit. Hope you like!
R & R!
I also have no claim on Sailor Moon or any other character stated, any similarities to other stories is purely coincidence.
Song: Far Away
Artist: Nickelback
This time, this place
Misued, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know
You know, you know
Usagi sat curled within her bay window; knees drawn up tight against her as her arms hung loosely around them. Her face pressed against the window pane as cerulean eyes watched the rain outside trickle down. The window misting every time she exhaled. The cheerful, sparklingly glow in her eyes no longer there. Two weeks since that day…
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I can't see you anymore
Tears trailed down her pale face as her gaze looked at nothing. Past the rain, past the yard, into the darkening night…the darkening storm. Three weeks since that day, since they were over.
"I cannot see you anymore, Usagi. I just do not feel the same way as I did before. I will not love someone, you, just because we loved each other in our past."
Usagi held her breath closing her eyes as tears fell harder from the memory. "Ma..Mamo-ch..chan. Why?"
On my knees I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
Cause with you I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
Cause you know
You know, you know
Everything was going so great after the Alan and Anne incident. Mamoru had gotten his memories back and they were officially a couple. She had been so happy because of him being back. She truly loved him. With all her heart and not just because they had loved one another in the Silver Millennium. She loved Mamoru, because he was Mamoru. Mamoru was Mamoru. She had thought he felt the same exact way, but he didn't. Or had he ever? That thought tore at her completely as she brought her head down upon her knees sobs racking her body.
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
And you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
A knock came at her door, but she ignored it not caring who it was and not really wanting to be seen either.
"Usako."
Usagi froze at the name as well as from the voice who spoke just on the other side of her door.
So far away
Been far away, for far too long
So far away
Been far away, for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
"Onegai Usako." His voice came through the door.
"Go aw…away Mam..Mamoru!" Her crying had its effect now having a scratchy as well as unable to speak coming along with that.
"Iie. Not until you hear me out. I never stopped loving you, Usako, I broke up with you because of something that happened. Not that you did, but something. Something I had seen and it troubled me and I feared for your safety. So I.."
"So..y..you ended us wih…without any thoughts or con..cerns for me! Have you not figured it out, Mamoru-kun! I will take on anything that comes at me whether it be an enemy for us or something that would try and tear us apart. I am…I was safe and happy as long as I had you! You…and you let something…was it a dream! That stupid dream! I have had it too as well as for awhile now and I have never doubted or even considered letting you go! If by some off chance…" She opened the door facing him fully now tears falling freely as she looked up at him. Her gaze full of complete certainty and seriousness, "If by some chance I was to die because of being together then let that happen! At least I was still with you! Ashiteru Mamoru!"
She cried throwing her arms around his neck, her face resting within the crook of his neck. The collar of his navy blue shirt getting soaked from her tears. "Ashi…ashiteru Mamo-chan…"
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving
Hold on to me and
Never let me go
She felt his arms wrap around her small waist as his chin rested atop her head holding her tightly, "Ashiteru Usako."