Disclaimer: Not mine, as much as I wish it was.
A/N: I need a beta reader for this fanfic too--if you want to then email me at harrypotterrox10 at journalist dot com (I can't type the whole thing or it won't appear--just put it all together and change the words 'at' and 'dot' to the signs (the at sign and a period). Thanks in advance--let me know if you like this and if I should post more of it! :)
Dear Diary,
Well, it's back to Hogwarts for me. Petunia is still sore to me. I'm really beginning to think she is jealous. I have to get dress robes this year. Could this mean another ball? I hope so. If there is one I think I'll ask Remus. He's so nice. Plus, it'll make James Potter mad. He deserves it really.
Dear Diary,
I have now arrived at Hogwarts with all my friends. We sat together on the train before our compartment was invaded my James and his friends. I was glad to see Remus but I wish he wouldn't hang around those creeps he calls friends. The feast was delicious. There were quite a few new Gryffindors this year. Unfortunately, like Pettigrew, they hero-worship Black and Potter. It makes me sick to see them fooling around with no regard for rules.
Dear Diary,
I've been through my whole 1st day at Hogwarts. All day James kept staring at me, and when he wasn't, he was snickering or fooling around.
Oh, I hate him so much! Sometimes, he just stares at me, when that nasty Black comes along, he just pushes me down, probably to get Potter's attention. They'd be better off in Slytherin for all I care! Oh! I've got to go Diary, it's lunchtime.
Dear Diary,
You know what I said about potter belonging in Slytherin? Forget it. He a saint compared to this creep in Slytherin named Severus. He's ugly, mean, and arrogant. And I think he likes me. I thought I had seen the worst when Pettigrew asked me to the ball in my 4th year! Potter is starting to look good, especially considering Peter and Snape. Ewww. I also heard a rumor there is going to be a Halloween ball. How awesome is that? I think I'll ask Remus!
Dear Diary,
Guess what? Today's the Halloween Ball! But...Ewww...Something disgusting happened.
I was about to ask Remus something when Potter came up to me and asked me to go to the Ball with HIM!!!
OMG I so did not want to go...But Remus seemed to know what was happening and just walked away after patting my shoulder.
Sorry Diary, the ball's in 2 hrs and I have to meet Potter in the Great Hall. I'll tell you what happened later.
Dear Diary,
Well, the balls over. I admit I had a good time and James is a good dancer. Snape was looking very angry when he saw us dancing. He definitely likes me. When James was getting drinks he asked me to dance I said yes. When James saw us he whispered something to Severus and they went outside. I think they had a duel because Severus is in the hospital wing. I think I'm starting to like James. I can't believe I just wrote that! I must be really tired! I'm going to bed. Night!
Dear Diary,
Looking over the page I wrote last night.... I think I was delirious! James Potter and me? He's immature, I mean just because I was dancing with Severus doesn't mean he has to get all mad! I mean, Severus is in the Hospital Wing for god sakes! Well got to go, breakfast at the Great Hall. BYE!!
Dear Diary,
I went to Hogsmeade today. I managed to avoid James but I did catch a glimpse of him. He was with a Ravenclaw! Can you believe him? After what he did to Severus because he was dancing with me! I really hate him. So, I snuck behind him and jinxed him. I have detention. Well, I have to go see what I'm gonna have to do! I'll keep you updated. Bye!
Dear Diary,
It was strange...I feel...I don't know how to explain it though...Anyways...I managed to get out of detention. Snape put a memory charm on Professor Nimbletoes (the DADA teacher) and he didn't remember I had detention.
Then Snape took me to an empty classroom and asked to be his g/f...EEWWW! I immediately said no...But, he just kissed me there, holding my hips. He started to kiss my neck. When someone opened the door, startling him I managed to run away.
The strange and HORRIBLE thing is that I caught Potter doing something. He was kissing that Ravenclaw girl!
In the classroom Snape and I were in. He was asking Snape what he was doing in the DADA room. Then Snape went out, closing the door. Then Potter and that Ravenclaw, I recognize as Hilary McNaw, were kissing.
Sloppy kisses too, in my opinion. He started kissing her on her neck. SICK! He's really gross...I don't know WHY I even went with him to the ball!!! Right in front of me! Oh...I forgot...I wasn't there Hilary started rubbing his back and he started kissing her. Geez...I'm never going near him or any of his dinky little friends...I have to talk to Black since he's my partner in History of Magic. I'm definitely going to talk to Remus...Oh he's so nice! Pettigrew..No way...Potter, have to...Partner in everything except History of Magic...
Bye Diary...I'll write you soon again.
P.S. Hilary's legs were around him...Yuck...
Lily wanted to write more but it was lunch time.
When she went out, four boys came in, these boys, were (You know, I'm not gonna name them...)
James took her diary, making a copy and taking the original.
"C'mon!" James whispered.
"WAIT! Someone's coming here!" whispered Sirius.
"Under the beds. NOW!" Remus whispered.
But it was Hilary, the ravenclaw, who was in their plan.
"You had to make me do that, Potter." she grumbled.
She waited when they were out. "GEez I had to do THAT with you." she glared.
"Her diary." Remus said, bowing with a grin.
"your honors!" Remus said giving it to her.
"You're gonna read it TO US!" laughed Potter.
"Fine!" she snapped.
She started reading the whole thing. (You already know it.)
AFter she finished, she looked up. "She's jealous, Potter, plus, she spied on us...And with Snape? sick...She thinks your fit for Slytherin for one part.And she thinks your a saint compared the slime." Hilary laughed.
"Shut up." James muttered turning red.
"You really do love her!" Peter said laughing.
when lily and her best friend molly weasely sat down for lunch at the great hall, they felt like something was missing. they quickly noticed that the four troublemakers were missing. "My diary!" Lily shreiked. "Oh no." said molly. the two girls raced up to the gryffindor common room.
Lily ran up and found the diary in perfect condition. She opened it and realized it wasnt locked! somebody had been snooping!
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"James, Sirius" lily muttered angrily. I'm gonna get you for this. Plans to embarrass James and Sirius formed in her head. Suddenly, something clicked. "Mandy Hughes" she whispered.
Everyone knew that Sirius Black had a big crush on Mandy Hughes, a hufflepuff. I have to embarrass him in some way. Lily thought. "As for James..." she said. "...Arthur Weasley can help me there"
Dear Diary,
I feel really guilty. I was walking by an empty classroom and heard voices. It was Potter and Hilary. Fortunately, they weren't kissing. Hilary said:
'James, we cant be together anymore"
"Why not?"
"I hate the fact that I'm always second!"
"But you're first!"
"No, I'm not. You love lily, and I can't pretend that we love each other. She loves you too James, (so not true!). Bye."
Then they kissed and I ran away. Diary, I don't need to have revenge on potter anymore. I just did. Oh, and black embarrassed himself without my help, so I wont get revenge on him either.
Dear Diary,
I'm so scared. I saw a grim! Last night, I couldn't sleep, so I went down to the common room. I looked out the window, and there it was. I normally don't believe in omens and things, but this morning clumsy peter dropped his knife and it almost went right into my heart. I think it's an omen for bad luck, because today James asked me to go to Hogsmeade with him and I was so dazed about the knife thing that I accidentally said yes! I'm going to kill him!