Sitting in class I see the teacher staring,
Staring at the ugly mark that covers my face,
I see his questioning look as I struggle to keep my mask in place
The bell for the end of school rings as I hide the limp from the piercing gazes of my classmates
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
I quietly open the door to the place I used to call home
I feel my hopes rise as I see it empty
Only to feel his warm breath on my neck
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
I feel your fist connect with my stomach as you whisper in my ear
Welcome home tenshi
As I fall to the ground you hit harder calling me worthless, pathetic
A weakling unworthy of any notice
These words hurt me more than your fists ever could
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
You leave me broken and bleeding on the floor
But I know that in time these wounds will heal
As I clean up my bloodied body I curse myself for ever falling in love
But I know love is blind
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
I feel something cold and wet brush my uncovered back
A gentle breeze soothing the fire in my damaged body
Raising my head to the open door
I see pure white innocence drifting down from heaven
Lightly purifying the earth with its angelic touch
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
Slowly standing, I take a few steps towards the door
Pushed on by impulse
The urge to cleanse my soul
Of all evil
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
I feel an icy touch spread through my body and know I should go in
But I no longer care
I am everything you made me
An obedient servant
Yet I am nothing, an emotionless shell
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
Stumbling I fall to the ground
My body to weak to support me
A dark shadow looms over me
And I turn to see what it is,
I wish I hadn't
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
Roughly you grab my shoulders, lifting me up
Glaring at me, thought you'd escape did you?
Pleading and begging
You drop me back down
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
Smirking you pull a knife from your pocket
Frozen by fear, I don't try to escape
I watch as you bring the knife down to rest on my left arm
Slowly pushing it deep into my shoulder, dragging it down to my wrist
Slowly so slowly to prolong my torture
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
I prevent myself from crying out
As you mimic the cut on my other arm
I feel my life force leave me in crimson rivers
Death beckons to me
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
Blissful slumber calls to me and I know it's now or never
Staring into your cold dark eyes I tell you without fear
I forgive you, Ashiteru
I see the emotions inside your eyes and uncertainty flash across your face
And I surrender myself to the shadows as I take my last breath
My tormentor
My love
My fallen angel
Crimson stained angel
Tenshi- Japanese for angel
Ashiteru- Japanese for I love you