(A/N: This is something I've been wanting do do for a while so I hope you guys like this!)

Broken Hearts, Painful Memories

Chapter 1

Izaya

My name is Izaya Orihara. I'm hopelessly in love with Shizuo Heiwajima. He is the love of my life. My inspiration, my muse. He is the reason why I keep returning to the city where I get shunned. The city where I feel I can't leave him.

I love him.

I've loved him since junior high where I first met him. He hates me. He will always hate me.

As I walked through the city of Ikebukuro, I look to my left to see a flying trashcan. I simply move to steps and the trashcan flies millimeters away from my face. I knew exactly who it was.

"IZAYA!" I put on my fake signature smirk and I left my heart leap from my chest. I felt anxious and felt butterflies- no wait dragons in my stomach. But he hates me.

"Ah! Shizu-chan! What a pleasant surprise!"

"What are you doing in Ikebukuro? Didn't I specifically say stay away from the city?" I felt my heart break into a million pieces. I couldn't let him see my heartbreak. I don't ever want him to see me weak.

"I just missed the city so much I thought I shall return to greet acquaintances!"

"Bullshit. Why are you really here?"

For you..I almost said out loud.

"I just told you. Or is that tiny brain of yours not understanding?" I saw the anger flare in his eyes. I watched him as he grabbed a lamp post without any effort and I felt my heart just burst. He was strong.

What a monster.

He throw the lamp post at me and I effortlessly dodged it.

"PISS OFF!" He yelled.

I hurled my knives at him and he impressively caught one in his mouth and dodged the rest. I saw a newspaper stand being hurled at me and I couldn't dodge it. It hit me and I instantly felt pain in my torso.

He was the one. My diamond in the rough. The love of my life.

Why out of the 7 billion people on earth, why him?

I pushed the newspaper machine off of me and I groaned in pain. I felt I was being lifted up to my collar and I was once again, face-to-face with Shizuo Heiwajima.

"What are you really up to flea?"

Nothing...I just came back for you...I thought to myself.

"I told you!"

I kicked him and I did a backflip and got on top of a building. I then fled as I heard a loud "IZAYA" I then felt my eyes water as I ran away from him. Why do I love that monster?

He hates me.

He'll never love me.

I'm in love you and you'll never know.

I've never been in a relationship before. Because of him. Because of Shizuo.

But if I can't have you I'll walk this life alone.

If I can't have him, I'll die alone.

I felt my heart clench in pain as I slid down the wall. I looked up to see the clouds move in. It looked like it was about to rain. Just with that, I felt raindrops I felt tears down my cheeks I knew it wasn't from the rain and I was crying. I sobbed and sobbed.

I'm in love with Shizuo Heiwajima, and there was nothing I could do about it.