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Flashbacks are in bold

Thoughts are in bold

Point of View changes and other important things will be underlined.

Life is a Soundtrack

Chapter 1- Tears Like Rain

The cold wind blew my hair around my face as I made my way down that now deserted path. I was on my way back to the home of my childhood. It had been abandoned when my father died and his wife who has taken me in decided to move closer to her family. I on the other hand decided I would go live with my oh so perfect boyfriend.

I walked for hours. Then the house finally came into view. It sat in ruins. Left to decay. I slowly stepped into the house. All the memories coming back with rapid speed. I sat in the old chair that was left behind. Replaying the memories in my head over and over.

"Hi umm is this Matsuno's house?" I ask in a low voice barely above a whisper

"Yeah that's me. Who are you?"

"My names Aria. I'm your daughter."

"M…my daughter." Matsuno said rubbing the back of his head "That cant be sorry but I think you have the wrong person."

"I don't think I do sir. Do you remember a lady by the name of Shiro?"

"Shiro… Ummm What about her?"

"She's my mother."

"How old are you young lady?"

"I'm 14"

"Come in."

"Aria your dads dead." Said a young man with light purple hair walking up behind he. We were standing in the front yard by the Old oak tree.

"Please leave me alone Kitako." I said whipping the tears from my eyes

"Aria I can't. Not now." He said pulling me into his arms and holding me while I cried.

"What do you mean he's gone?" I yelled at the woman standing in front of me.

"Aria calm down. He'll be back." She said coming up to me trying to put her arm around me.

"When?" I ask shrugging her arm off. "When Nishi?"

"I don't know."

"Umm excuse me I think you dropped this." Said a man walking up behind me with my necklace in his hand. He was tall. Well built. With short spiked blue hair.

"Thanks. I don't know what I would have done if I had lost this." I said taking it from his hand. "How can I repay you?"

"How about dinner?"

"Umm sure"

"Aria how are you holding up?" Nishi ask coming up to the girl

"It's been four years. I'm moving on. I met someone." I said to the woman.

All the color seemed to drain from her face. "Aria he's back. That's why I ask you over here tonight."

"Aria" came a mans voice from behind me. The tears instantly filling my eyes.

"Why? Why now?" was all I could say as the tears came crashing down.

"What do you mean? Don't cry. I'm here now it's going to be all right." He said pulling me into his arms

"No it wont Kitako. I thought you were never coming back. Its been four years." I said pulling myself away from him

"I know. I'm sorry."

"You're a little to late for that."

"What do you mean?" He said trying to take my hand. I just pulled it back to myself.

"I moved on. Kitako I couldn't wait for you."

He stood there in silence just looking into my eyes searching for some clue as to a lie.

I turned and ran from the room.

"Aria are you okay?" ask the tall man with blue hair.

"Kuro you scared me." I said whipping the tears from my face

"Aria answer me please." He said whipping the stray tears from my eyes.

"I…its just that I feel so bad about everything that's happened over the last few years."

"None of this was your fault. Come on my love lets go home."

"Alright."

"Aria." A voice called behind me pulling me from my thoughts

"What are you doing here?"

"That's more of a question for you. Shouldn't you be with your beloved Kuro." He said spitting the last part in disgust

"I should but I cant."

"What do you mean?" he said moving closer and taking my hands in his. He looked in my eyes. "What happened?"

the tears filled my eyes again. Hoping that this moment wouldn't pass like all the others. "I don't want to bother you Kitako. You probably hate me after what I said to you those months ago."

He whipped the tears from my face. "I could never hate you Aria. It was my fault. I should have…"

"Don't please. You don't need to tell me anything. You owe me nothing."

"Aria what happened? Why did you come back?"

"I cant stay with him any longer. I'm tired of being so scared I cant sleep at night. I just sit and watch him waiting for him to wake up."

"Then don't go back. You can come back home with me. Everyone would be so glad to see you again. Its been 4 months." He said taking her hand and pulling her toward the door.

"Kitako he'll kill you if he finds out what you did."

He pulled me close to him and gently kissed my lips. "let him come"

The tears crashed down again "How can you look at me after what I've done."

"Simple I love you Aria. Besides it was you who used to tell me the guilty always come home."

"Don't joke Kitako. He will come for me. He's ruthless and you havnt seen what I have. You don't know what he can do."

"I love you Aria and I will do what I have to do to keep you safe." He said kissing me again.

Tears Don't Fall

Let's go!

With blood shot eyes, I watch you sleeping
The warmth I feel beside me is slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

The moments died, I hear no screaming
The visions left inside me are slowly fading
Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

This battered room I've seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I'm choking
Will this ever end I'm hoping
My world is over one more time

Let's go!

Would she hear me, if I called her name?
Would she hold me, if she knew my shame?

There's always something different going wrong
The path I walk is in the wrong direction
There's always someone fucking hanging on
Can anybody help me makes things better?

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home
Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come

Back!

Your tears don't fall, they crash around me
Her conscious calls, the guilty to come home

A/N: okay that's the first chapter. I hope you liked it. The song this chapter was based on is Tears Don't Fall by Bullet For My Valentine. I claim no rights to this song at all.