The Outsiders story is not owned by me. It was writen by S. Hinton.

I used to think life was like a never ending book. It used to excite me to get to the next chapter. Now all I want is for the book to end. The sunsets of everyday were like a bright new beginning. The colors of a sunset are now just colors. Everything changed when a giant storm with lightening as tragedy came through my life, and snatched my innocence, happiness, and dreams away. My life now is now nothing but an endless loop. I wake up and pretend I'm fine and continue masking my scarred heart through out the day. No one can see my silent screams as my heart is being ripped open from the inside. If only I could go back in time, before living hurt so much. I wish I could go and stop everything from happening. Maybe then my lover wouldn't be dead.

Why did my only true love have to die? The one person in this world I have ever loved with a romantic heart was ripped cruelly away from me. I can still here the dreadful thump of his body falling to the ground. The flashes of the angry sirens still half blind. I could barely see the pain in his eyes as they met mine for the last time. Sometimes I can still see my hands stained in blood from when I franticly tried to stop his body from dyeing of blood loss. Ever time I think back to that night I know it was my fault. If it wasn't for me my lover wouldn't have died. It all could have started with a movie. Maybe it actually started with a cigarette. Either way because of me Dallas Winston is dead but I can't stop loving him.

Im sorry it was so short. This was my first attempt at writing as story for Fanfiction. I welcome all remarks. This is infact about boyxboy so if you don't like that subject Im sorry if it has upset you. For eveyone else that doesn't really care Thank You for reading.