Dead Wrong
Prologue
I've never been a person that stood on my own two feet. I was always taken care of or taking care of someone else. I was always defined by the positions that I filled. I had no idea that I could be my own person because up until a year ago I didn't know who I was. I was lost but the funny thing is I had no idea I was lost until I landed in the small town of Forks, Washington. This past year has been the best and worst of my life. I have experienced more joys than I knew possible and felt more pain than I ever imagined. It is amazing that such a small place can have such a great impact on the lives of so many. They say that it is better to have loved and lost. Well I have loved and I have lost but as I sit with the tears dripping down on this page, I don't know if it's better at all. I only know that I have gained the ability to live for myself and by myself but I don't have the will. Not without him.