STEPHENIE MEYER OWNS EVERYTHING.
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Have you ever woken up from a dream completely happy, and then realized it was simply a dream, and nothing more.
Life has it's ups and downs but how deep are you when your only escape is unconsciousness
I now walk around numb. My only escape consists of sleep and music.
I slip into the chilly September air and drag my half conscious self to the bathroom. I don't even recognize the person in the mirror anymore. My shoulder length light brown hair now dyed dark brown and cut and layered above my shoulder. Its natural curl remained as well as the side swept bang. Odd chocolate, brown eyes sweep across the reflection, two rosy plump lips without the strength to turn upwards anymore. She used to tease me about biting them.
I quickly shove the memory away. Lock it in the box of forgotten and throw away the key.
I run back into my room when the bloody fucking alarm clock goes off. Oh right, school. How could I forget why we moved into this hole in the wall? I'm not going to lie, I love this house. I love my room even more. It's the only one on the third floor. Isolation is my mantra. The walls plain white surround me, with a dresser overfilled with books, a bed never made, a closet that is barely filled with clothes and a snowboard, an acoustic guitar standing next to the bed. The best part of the room: my window. Yes my window. My. Fucking. Window. Only covered by a shear curtain, I can easily slip out and sit on the roof for hours doing absolutely nothing and sometimes reading or writing music. Sometimes I think about my old life in Alberta, my family, friends….
Panic. Box. Key. Thrown away. Relief.
Okay, school. New school. Fan fucking tastic.
I throw on some faded jeans, black pullover and faded blue chucks, grab my bag, glasses and run out the door.
This place isn't so bad. As I walk the leaves fall around me and I breath some relief. It almost feels like home.
But it never will be.
Gah, first chapter. Any good. I would love ideas and guidance.
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