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I thought I better get this on before I lose the idea.
Disclaimer: Don't own grey's, if i did, meredith wouldn't have given der another chance, and she would've hooked up with mcsteamy, and Eric would be mine, he he he, I wish.
Is It Enough?
By: Amythest Girl
How did this start? How does this end? How did I fall in love?
These are all questions that I don't have the answer to, but right now, the most important question to answer is will I marry him?
Should I marry him? We've been through a lot of the same things, but how do I know that that's enough to hold together a marriage?
Granted, we have twins, a boy and a girl, or rather girl and boy. Luciana Grace and Marco Elijah. Grace after the hospital we met at and Elijah was the closet thing we could get to Ellis. The Italian names are what I loved when I went to Italy. They are 3 years old, and the apple of our eyes, but is that enough to hold a marriage together?
I do love him, I swear I do, but is it enough?
It wasn't enough in my last relationships so why should this be any different?
Could it be because we're different? Could we have the one true love that actually sticks together through thick and thin, weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow and for better for worse?
It can't be, I don't get happily ever afters, my type of people, dark and twisty people, don't get happily ever afters, so why is this different? Why does this feel different? Why do I doubt? Its one simply question, will I marry him?
I mean, they told me he was nothing but trouble with an attitude. They told me I should walk away, but they don't see him like I do, they don't know what his really like. I feel passion and fire ignite me when I'm around him, I don't care what they say, and I don't care what they do.
I mean, they tried to keep us apart because I had been broken and put back together that many times, they were running out of super glue! But then again, look at Romeo and Juliet; they killed themselves, because they couldn't be together!
So yet again, I'm stuck, do I or do I not marry him? That is the question.
Cristina and Burke didn't work out. George and Callie didn't work out. George and Izzie didn't work out. Derek and Addison didn't work out. Addison and Alex didn't work out. So what says that we will?
Nothing is written in stone, all you can do is wish and hope. Trust, trust is a big factor in relationships. So do I trust enough that I won't get broken? Do I hope enough that everything will work out?
Better yet, do I know that this is what I want? I know I think this is what I want, but look at Cristina when she told Burke that, we walked out, so the next question, do I know that I want this?
These are questions that I don't have an answer to, except one.
"Yes. Yes Mark Sloan, I will marry you."
A/N: So, did any of you like that? I'm a Mer/Mark, so you know, I like it,lol.
Do any of you think I should make this a series, like next I'd do the wedding, the after that there 1st, wait...3rd child. Or maybe I should go back in time to the pregnancy and labor (all I can see is Mer yelling at Mark, saying words that'd make a sailor blush,lol)
Review please, and tell me what ya think.