chapter one
getting over the old love
Ciel sat up on his bed. What was he supposed to do? he was still heart broken from the jerk who cheated on him a week ago. He couldn't believe that dumb ass wanted him to forgive him. Ciel raised up and stretched. The clock was only 9:00am. It was summer, and Ciel had just broken up with his boyfriend that he had found cheating on him.
Ciel took a blue T-shirt and jeans. He went to the bathroom and washed himself. The water was freezing. He quickly turned the water warmer. He was half an hour in the bathroom, put his clothes on and was just about to make breakfast when he heard a loud knock on the door.
He sighed "I'm coming wait a minute". He quickly brushed his hair with his hand so it looked fine and almost ran to the door. He opened it and was not surprised when he heard a really familiar voice.
"Hi Ciel! I just passed by and thought I should come and see you. I heard about your break up too.. " Alois pouted and lowered his voice a little "so.. who did you find him with?.. "
"Alois, you don't need to know who I found him with" Ciel said slightly annoyed.
"umm, yeah I guess your right" Alois chuckled and asked "aren't you going to let me come in?"
Ciel stepped aside to give Alois passage. He then closed the door behind him and went back to the kitchen. He took eggs from the fridge and started to boil them.
"So Alois, why again did you want to come here?" he asked while he followed how the eggs boiled.
"Didn't you listen to me?" Alois chuckled and looked at the bluenette with his ice blue eyes. "I said I was worried about you" Alois said and sat down on one of the green kitchen chairs. "So have you thought about it?" He asked.
Ciel looked at Alois when he heard the question. "Thought about what?" he asked in a bored tone.
"Well if you should forgive him?.." Alois said with a careful tone. He played with his sleeve and looked down at the old brown kitchen table.
Ciel thought about the answer in almost two minutes before answering. "No" he then simply said and looked at the wall. The kitchen was not so big. It had a brown table, four green chairs and a white round clock that was placed over the fridge. On the fridge were some pictures of Ciel and his ex boyfriend. The floor and walls were light blue. there were also an oven.
"oh" Alois said and looked up again. He had a white button up shirt and black jeans. "I see" he then said and looked to the window that was on his left side.
"How has it been going for you then?" Ciel said with a lighter voice, he was trying to lighten up the tense mood in the room.
Alois emmidietly brightened up "It has gone fine actually. I've been searching for the one" He said "But unfortunately I haven't found him yet" Alois pouted and made a sad face.
Ciel chuckled slightly. Yes, his friend could be clingy, but he always still seemed to somehow brighten Ciels day up. No matter how bad his mode would be. "Well, you surely will find him someday" Ciel said while he took the water from the eggs.
"Someday? But I don't wanna wait that long" The blonde whined. "I wanna find him now, my very own prince" Alois said with a dreamy voice as he looked up to the ceiling with a dreamy look in his ice blue eyes.
"Of course my horse, and in your case, my little pony" Ciel said with a chuckle.
Alois quickly snapped his gaze to Ciel and looked serious. "Who are you calling my little pony?" He said with a serious tone but could not help but to laugh soon after.
Ciel laughed and took two plates, forks and knifes. "You're ok with eggs, aren't you?" he asked smiling to Alois.
"Yeah, I'm ok with it" Alois said smiling back. He rubbed his hand on his belly to show a gesture that he were hungry. He licked his lips when he got the egg in front of him. "It looks delicious" he said and started to eat.
"Glad to hear that" Ciel said and sat down on a chair opposite to Alois chair. "Do you wanna do something today?" he asked in a hopeful voice. He did not want to spend the day alone.
"mmh, yeah, I thought we could go somewhere today" Alois said with his mouth full of egg.
Ciel chuckled slightly at the sight he had just witnessed. "Where do you wanna go?" he asked and looked at Alois with the 'you get to say because I seriously don't know where I wanna go' look.
"Well.." Alois answered and played with the fork a little. "Maybe some cafe'? or oh, oh, the library!" He suggested and smiled to the bluenette.
"That sounds ok" Ciel said and smiled slightly to the blonde. He just wanted to get his ex out of his head. And even if he didn't want to admit it to the blonde, he was very happy about Alois being there for him. Alois was the best friend Ciel could ask for.
"Are you sure you don't want to go to a bar and find some hot guys?.. " Alois said smirking and lifting an eyebrow.
"Yeah I'm hundred percent sure" Ciel murmured and looked at Alois with an ice cold look.
"Ok then" Alois chuckled and ate the last piece of his egg. "Well, where do you wanna go?" he asked the bluenette. He tried his best to hide his smile when he saw how his friend reacted.
"ummm.. umm.. " Ciel murmured. He really didn't know what he wanted to do or where he wanted to go for that matter. He felt like the silence lasted forever. "Eh.. let's just go where you wanna go.. except the bar.. " he said and nervously ran his hand through his hair.
Alois shifted his weight on the chair and a silent sound could be heard. "mmm, let's see.. not the bar.. maybe the school playground?" Alois asked in a teasing voice as he saw the bluenettes annoyed look.
"Stop teasing" Ciel said and ate his egg. He took a mug from the table, it was his favorite mug. It was white and had a newspaper print on it. "Do you want some coffe or tea? Or something else?" he asked the blonde.
"Coffee, thank you" Alois said. "Ok but do you want to go to the beach?" he asked.
Ciel listened to Alois suggestions while he poured the coffee to them both. He got a green mug for Alois. "Well that doesn't sound too bad" he said thoughtfully as he reached the mug to Alois.
"Well how about the gay bar?" Alois asked and took a sip of his coffee. He looked up and fixed his gaze on the bluenettes reaction.
"what? I thought I said no bar" Ciel said slightly annoyed by the blondes teasing.
"Yeah, but you know it's gonna be fun, right?" Alois said and looked begging at the bluenette "pretty, pretty please?" He asked in the cutest voice he could.
Ciel sighed "fine" after a short pause of silence. Why oh why did he agree to this?
"YES!!" Alois shouted excited. He stood up and took Ciel by the wrist and dragged him with him. "Let's go!" he said.
"Wait, wait, wait! I have to lock the door and take my phone with me, ok?" Ciel said and got free from Alois grip.
"ok but hurry up!" Alois said and almost jumped up and down out of excitement. Yes there were some bars that were up at the morning too, and it wasn't so crowded at that time of day. Alois thought that it would be best so for Ciels sake.
Ciel came back to Alois with his phone, keys and car keys. "Ok, let's go then" he said.
Alois waited for Ciel to lock the door and then ran to the car. He hoped that this would help Ciel stop thinking about his jerk ex boyfriend. Ciel drove the car and Alois sat beside him. "We are lucky it isn't going to be that crowded" Alois said looking at the bluenette.
"Yeah, you're right about that" Ciel said. "But we aren't going to stay for very long, right?" He turned his gaze to Alois with a half worried look on his face.
"of course not" Alois answered. He knew that if they were for too long there, Ciel would probably get a panic attack.
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When they arrived at the bar there wasn't so crowded. But the crowd grew a little more after their arrival.
"Are you ok with the crowd?" Alois asked Ciel. They sat in a sofa in the corner of the bar.
Ciel shifted his weight in the sofa and looked over the crowd. "Well yeah, I'm still gonna stay in here in the corner and there is nothing you can do about it" He looked at Alois. "Of course if you see someone interesting your free to go" Ciel slightly chuckled.
"Ok, well as long as your good I'm not gonna force you out from the corner" Alois said and slightly laughed. He fixed his gaze on the crowd. Maybe he should go and look for someone who could be good for Ciel? "umm, I'm gonna go to the crowd for a moment, is that ok with you?" He asked the bluenette.
Ciel raised an eyebrow. "Of course" he said. He needed some thinking and he did not want to ruin Alois chance to find the one. He watched as Alois got up and started to walk to the crowd. He sighed and closed his eyes.
Alois walked over to the crowd and started to look around. He saw a lot of good looking guys in Alois opinion. But he didn't know if they were the cheater type or not. He looked carefully around and finally landed his gaze on someone that looked promising. He started to walk to his target.
Hello guys!
So this is kind of my first fanfic.. If you can't stand gay pairings then I advice you to not read this fanfic.
Well anyways, I'm sorry this chapter is boring and long (I appreciate if anyone readed it to the end XD)
But I really hope that someone got interested in feature chapters •﹏•
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