Raven's Dilemma: Part 1
Raven, Beast Boy, Wonder Girl and Blue Beatle were out at the local mall, but not as hero's, it was just a normal day where the four teenagers were wandering around the huge building. Raven was along because one of the stores had a massive selection of books. She adored books and knowledge. Staying together more out of curtesy then interest, the others looked along the bookshelves for something that might interest them. To Raven's surprise and delight, Garfield alias Beast Boy was looking at a complete index of animals. But the one that made her smile was the one that he had placed in his basket after he read several pages, attempting to hide it from her and the others. She had seen the title and she felt shocked. "Theories of Scientific Accomplishments". Watching him he put the other animal book on top of the other. She smiled slightly and wondered why he would hide that he was more intelligent then he tried to portray. She had teased him several times that he said or did some really stupid things and here he was taking a book that showed that he did have some intellect. Glancing around Gar then made his way over to another bookshelf. Wonder Girl alias Donna Troy and Blue Beatle alias Jaime Reyes were over at one side looking at the magazines. Raven shook her head, but her interest returned to Gar. She watched as he picked up another book, this one was something that Raven herself would be interested in. "The History of Ancient Mysticism." This one Gar put on the bottom of the others and then removed his jacket and placed it inside the basket. He then went to the cashier and paid for the three books. Raven continued to observe him secretly from behind one of the other Bookshelves. Her curiosity was peaked when he handed the History book to the Cashier and had it wrapped. That was when she felt the sudden sexual urge towards him. Denying it she shook her head, not understanding she returned looking for some of the other books that she wanted to find.
As they were about to leave the mall, there was a loud sound of destruction from the southern end of the Mall. People began to rush by and the four teens knew something was amiss. Each removed or changed and went towards the sounds. When Raven saw the villain she almost sneered. Cinderblock was trying to rip an armored car door off and had not seen the four-teenage hero's yet. Gar took the lead, turning into a Wooly Mammoth. He ran full tilt into Cinderblock, knocking him away from the armored car. Cinderblock retaliated and lifted Gar up, then threw him towards a local bakery. As he soared through the air Gar turned into a seal turtle so that he would strike shell first into the window and not cause a lot of damage. Raven quickly used her powers to move the guards out of the combat zone. While Jaime fired a subsonic blast that sent Cinderblock to his knees, putting his massive hands over his ears and wailed in pain. At the same moment Donna flew up to him and punched him hard. The rock- hard villain dropped unconscious. While the two were securing Cinderblock, Raven went to check on Gar. He came out covered in pink and white frosting and flung some of it onto the floor. Raven could not help herself as she giggled at him. Putting her hand over her mouth so no one saw her laugh at his predicament.
"Yuck, I feel sticky like bubble gum on the bottom of a shoe." Gar protested as he tried to wipe the frosting off himself. Grumbling as he flung the white and pink material off him.
"Yes, but you look delicious." Raven said as she realized that she had said that out loud. Feeling her face become warm she turned and threw her hood up.
"What?" Gar stammered out, stunned that Raven would say something like that. Forgetting about the sticky confection that covered him almost completely.
"Nothing." Raven then floated up into the air. "I am going back to the tower." She stated and left leaving a very confused Gar to watch her soar off.
Raven floated to a nearby cliff face that overlooked the Titan's Tower. This was one of her favorite places, mainly because of the solitude. She still could not believe she said what she said out loud. Floating in a Meditative state with her ankles crossed. She looked out onto the water. She could not understand. Yes, she liked Gar but she would never admit it or say anything like she did to him. Several weeks ago, she had felt the initial feelings of jealousy when he had professed an interest in Terra. Before Terra; Gar would flirt with her, try to spend time with her and at times annoy her. Well that was what she told others and him, that he annoyed her. The truth was she liked it. Exhaling she had to admit to herself, she liked Gar. Not just as a friend she was attracted to him. Closing her eyes, she began to imagine. That was when things went wrong. Her thoughts went to what it would feel like to kiss and hold him and wondered what it would be like to take him to bed and… her eyes flew open. "No." She said loudly. "By Azerath what is wrong with me?" She asked herself. Returning to the tower she went to her room. It was getting dark and she felt suddenly tired. Taking off her cloak she then dressed for bed, wearing light blue pajama pants and a T-shirt. Slipping under the covers it took considerably longer than normal to fall asleep. Then the dream came. She was in bed with Gar, he was kissing and holding her. To her delight, he began to have sex with her and it felt so right and good. Raven relished in the dream until her mind caught onto what she was dreaming. Awaking she felt strange, as she tried to raise her right hand she discovered it was stuffed into her pajama pants and underwear. Her fingers were between her legs and one of them was inside her. As she pulled it out she noticed that her panties and pajamas were soaked. Frowning she realized that she had masturbated and it upset her. Something was wrong with her. Standing she changed her pajama pants and panties, then went back to bed. She instantly fell asleep.
In the morning she sought out Starfire alias Kori. She knew that Kori came early to Titan Tower even though she was living with Nightwing alias Dick Grayson. As she entered the Simulator room she saw Kori blasting the holographic villains with her Starbolts.
"Kori can I talk to you, I seem to have a problem." Raven said barely audible then said it louder so Kori could hear her.
"Pause." The simulator stopped and she flew down towards Raven. "What is wrong, Raven?"
Raven then told Kori and she felt embarrassed. She just turned sixteen and should not have these urges, especially towards Gar. But she had them and it was getting harder to suppress them.
"I do not know what to say, it sounds like it is just a normal teenage function amongst us all." Kori then went to her bag and pulled out a small box. "Here take these just in case." Handing Raven a box of three condoms.
Raven looked at the box and her mouth gaped open. She was half tempted to hand them back to Kori and tell her that she did not need them. There was no way she was going to let the urges take over and do something that she would regret later. Instead she put them into one of the pockets of her cloak. "I will not be using them." Raven stammered out feeling embarrassed.
"Well it is better to have them then not having them if you need them. Perhaps it would be best if you avoid Gar for a while until you believe that it is just teenage hormones." Kori said as she went back to her training session. Raven watched her for several moments then decided Kori was right, she needed to go back to her room and meditate until she could control her urges.
Returning towards her room she saw Gar approaching her, coming from his own room. "Hi Raven, what's up?" He asked as he moved to one side so she could pass him. He smiled sweetly at her.
That was when her body took over, she could not believe it as she grabbed his wrists with her hands and pushed him against a wall. Holding them high against the wall. Her mind was telling her to stop, but her body was not listening. As she held him she leaned forward, seeing his confused expression and kissed him roughly. His eyes registered pure shock as she slipped her tongue into his mouth. Twirling it around inside. As she slightly parted she pushed her pelvic towards his and she moaned lightly. Moving her face and mouth towards his pointed ears, licking and sucking on them. She then whispered in his ear. "Do you want me Gar?" Hissing slightly as she put her tongue in his ear. Feeling him shudder.
"Raven what are you doing?" He said barely audible.
"I need you Gar, I really need you." Raven whispered as she moved back and kissed him passionately again. Her mind was screaming for her to stop, she can't do this. But her body was in control and she could not stop herself.
"Raven we can't do this, it is wrong." Gar said but his body was responding to the pretty girl that had him pinned against the wall and was pressing herself against him, moving against him.
"Yes, we can. I have to do this." Raven then released one of his wrists and somewhat dragged him to her room. Inside she let him go and used her power to lock the door. He stood and stared at her with confusion but also a hint of excitement. Removing her cloak, she dropped it. Then took off her leotard and underwear. Standing before him naked. Stepping up to him as he stared at her body, she stripped his clothes off and moved him to the bed. Stopping briefly to pick up the box of three condoms. Her mind kept protesting that she needed to stop, she did not want this. Her body was not listening, as she threw him onto the bed and then joined him. The next half hour he fucked her, it felt so good that her mind no longer protested. She felt wave after wave of orgasms rock her and she relished in every one of them. The second condom and time was just as wonderful and lasted close to an hour. Glancing down she liked watching as he entered her and pulled back then pushed back into her. It gave her a thrill that seared throughout her whole body. When the third was used Raven was almost screaming in ecstasy. She did not care if any of her fellow Titans heard her as she moaned and groaned. An hour later she looked over at the now exhausted Gar. What marveled her the most was her mind had returned in control again and she thought she would feel guilty about having sex. But she didn't, instead she felt extremely good.
"What does this mean between us Raven? Was this just a fling or something else?" Gar wondered as Raven pulled a blanket over them.
"It was something I needed and I want it to be something more. Something that I want to repeat." She admitted to him as she moved closer, kissing him. Then laying down with her right arm across him, putting her head on his chest. Cuddling up to him as he wrapped his own right arm around her holding her tightly to him. "Now go to sleep."
Sleeping contently through the late afternoon, Raven felt safe and relaxed in Gar's arms. When they finally awoke she smiled over at him. She had never slept so soundly before or as comfortably as she had just slept. Looking at Gar she silently wished that she had another box of condoms. Thinking to herself that she would have to make sure that she had a steady supply stashed in her nightstand. Having sex was fine, but she had no intention of getting pregnant at sixteen not even if it was possible. She did not know if she could, but better safe than sorry. "Good afternoon, we need to talk."
Gar looked at her concerned. "Let me guess, you want to keep this a secret. You do not want the others to know what we did." He understood, they both were too young to have such a physical relationship and he was sure Dick Grayson alias Nightwing would not approve.
"Yes, at least for a while. You better get dressed and sneak out." Raven said with slight regret, she liked holding him. Being with him. Giving him a quick kiss, he dressed then turned into a fly.
"No one will see me like this." He buzzed as she used her power to open the door slightly and he flew out. She smiled, picked up her own clothes and dressed. She needed to go to a store and get some more condoms, immediately. On her return trip she found Kori was waiting.
"There is something different about you Raven, I can almost see it." Kori said as she stared at the younger girl. "Have you regained control of yourself?"
"Yes, totally in control now. No more primal urges." Raven answered keeping the small bag inside her cloak.
"Good, I am glad. You do seem to be more relaxed." Kori smiled and left to go find her boyfriend Dick. Deciding that one disaster had been everted.
Raven watched Kori step down the hallway and turn a corner, she exhaled. She did not want to explain to Kori why she had to go and buy several more boxes of Condoms. Inside her room she looked over her selection. Ribbed for her pleasure, extra lubricated, extra sensitive and even glow in the dark. Putting all the boxes in her nightstand she locked it. Almost looking forward to trying the different variety, not thinking it strange that she felt that way. In truth she was half-way tempted to drag Gar back into her room and use a couple of them. Shrugging her shoulders, she went to the kitchen area to get a snack. Gar was there, eating heartily on his own snack.
"Hi Raven, how are you?" Giving a slight gesture to the huge Flat-screen TV, Jaime and Donna as they watched a movie.
"I am well, a little hungry." Raven replied, as she reached forward to get something to eat.
"Oh, I almost forgot. Happy Belated Birthday." Gar handed her the wrapped book and watched as she opened it.
She smiled broadly at the gift, it was the History Book that he had bought yesterday. "Thank you, Garth. I will enjoy reading it." Then she leaned forward picking up a napkin. "Tonight, at Ten. I will then thank you properly then." She whispered as she whipped her mouth with the napkin. Letting him and only him see the small seductive smile on her face.