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"Years have past the world never ended but still I'm so lost. Everyone thought I should have been happy and be having a full life, that's where the lie they told of me living in Rome with a boyfriend and all came from. But lies are so much simpler then truth, the truth was that I was depressed and the council shrinks could do nothing for me. If only they hadn't of lied I could have found him before he was truly dead that way I wouldn't of fallen even deeper. I guess lies aren't that simple but I guess they're still simpler then truth. But my truth is I just want to die", read Giles then he looked up at Xander, Willow and Dawn
"These journals aren't working we need to find a different way of treating her, this is just making her dwell on the past", stated Dawn as she stood from her chair and paced around the office
"I'm sorry Dawn we've tried so many things to help her but it just doesn't work, we've tried magics and traditional there's nothing more we can do", replied Giles
"Buffy's forty nine years old she's tried to commit suicide fifty four times in the last twenty seven years. We can't let her keep doing this", yelled Dawn
"What are we suppose to do Dawny just let her kill herself", asked Xander as he stood up from the desk and stopped Dawns pacing
"At least it would be more humane", said Willow as a young woman ran into the room
"Miss. Buffy's at it again she's destroying her cell", replied the woman
"Just another wonderful day at the Watchers Council, makes me miss the days of the hell mouth", stated Xander as the group ran out and the eighty nine year old Giles grabbed his cane and wobbled out
"Buffy please calm down", begged Dawn as Buffy throw anything she could find around her bare, cold cell
"Let me out", screamed Buffy as she slammed the door separating the two with a metal chair
"I'm sorry Miss. Summers but we're going to have to sedate your sister if she doesn't calm down shortly", said the Doctor as Willow opened the door
"Buffy listen to me you need to relax", replied Willow as she took Buffy by the shoulders
"I want out but no one listens to me", yelled Buffy as she pushed Willow to the floor and made a brake for the door
"You", whispered Buffy as she fell to the floor looking at the doctor who had just stuck her with a needle
"Are you okay Willow", asked Xander as he helped her up while nurses straightened the room and lay Buffy on her bed
"Yah but we've let this go on far to long we need to get her out of here", replied Willow
"Willow she'll kill her self and we wont be able to stop it or save her", stated Giles as he finally caught up to the group
"I'm the one who found her the first time I was eighteen I came home after school to find her arms all slashed and her bleeding out, later I found a note like what she wrote in her journal. Since then I've done everything wrong concerning her, Willow we've talk I think it's time", said Dawn as she looked at Willow
"Talked about what", asked Xander as the group walked out of Buffys cell
"A vague spell, send Buffy where she can be happy with no pain", answered Willow
"What have I taught you about playing with the magics", asked Giles as they walked into a room covered in magical symbols and objects
"Not to use them when not necessary, well it is necessary the worlds best fighter is nothing because all the pain and lose she's been through and this can make her feel better so I'm doing it for the woman who was once my best friend", replied Willow as she took a small pouch out of a desk
"Okay for old times sake", said Xander as the group went back to Buffys room
"Early one morning just as the sun was rising I heard a maid sing in the valley below, O don't deceive me O never leave me how could you use a poor maiden so", whimpered Buffy as she looked up groggily at her friends from her bed
"Listen to me Buffy we're going to send you where you can be happy again and everything will be okay", stated Willow as she opened the door and sat next to Buffy on her bed
"Remember the vows that you made to your Mother remember the bower where you vowed to be true, O don't deceive me", added Buffy as Willow sprinkled the pouched contents on Buffys forehead
"Do good Buffy and be happy again", stated Dawn through tears as her sister disappeared
"How do we know she's happy where ever you sent her", asked Giles as he wobbled in but got no answer Buffy
"Where the hell am I", asked Buffy as her mind cleared from the sedation, she stood up from a cobble stone path and walked through a dark alley and she remembered what Willow had just said
"Why don't people watch where they're going", yelled a man as he slammed into Buffy
"Well you should watch too, my malfunction is that I have a killer headache and now clue where I am, what's yours", asked Buffy as the man sat on a near by hay bale ripping at a pile of paper and she sat next to him
"Why would you care and how were you injured", asked the man as he looked up at Buffy
"I have no clue but why wouldn't I care you're a nice looking person who might tell me where I am, if he wasn't in so much pain", replied Buffy as reality that she hadn't notice sank in. The man she was talking to looked like her Spike only with puffy hair and wire glasses and she wasn't wearing her mental ward sweats, she was wearing an old world blue dress along with the fact her hands were no longer wrinkled.
"I'm sorry I yelled at you Miss. I was just laughed out of a party because of my bloody awful poetry, your problems are obviously worse then mine at the moment, might I get a constable for you, you have blood matting your hair", stated William as he wiped his tears away
"Sorry about the party thing and no poetry is so bad to humiliate someone and on my head I thought it was just a goose egg, thanks for telling me it's even worst", said Buffy as she touched the back of her head feeling the blood
"Why are you trying to take away my new pet", pouted Drusilla as she walked into the alley