Thanks to Suzanne Collins for the characters, but I wanted to think about Peeta's double personality he's dealing with thanks to the Capitol.
Listened to a lot of music: We Remain- Christina Aguilera, All Shook Up-Avila, Dead to Me-Simon Curtis, Temper Trap-Sweet Disposition
Peeta POV (Catching Fire/Mockingjay)
If I was sane
I'd want you to stay
But when I look at you
I just see a dark space
And I need it
Gone.
If I was sane
I'd tell you to breathe
I'd stop your glare, and hope to unfurl your brow
I could take the chance
And say how beautiful you are.
If I was sane
I'd be brave with you
I'd take your hand
And when it mattered most
I could say that I was there- for you.
If I was sane
I could tell you
How much you matter
It's important that you remain
If I was sane
I'd tell you about the light
The one at the end of the tunnel
You'd understand my fear.
If I wasn't insane
I could tell you how I feel like fuse.
I've been lit,
And you gotta get out
Before we both dissolve into nothingness.
If I was sane
Couldn't we have tried?
I messed up, and I'm never going to get to apologize.
I must have loved you a lot, because that part of me fights everyday. He's clawing to get to surface. I feel like I'm drowning.
I should accept that I love everything I hate.
My head says no, and my heart tells lies.
I've slowed down and I can see all the things it steered me into. It's steered me into one too many lies.
I need to believe myself when I say,
That I'm giving up on you.
If I was sane
I'd hate me today.
I'll hate me tomorrow.
Eventually you'd be able to hate me enough, so that I can stop.
Stumble
And be left
To fall
As a sinner, so you can remain. Katniss
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- Gigarose