A/N I know this chapter is short they will get longer I just wanted to know you would be interested in this story. plz review and tell me what you think so I know for sure whether to keept his or get rid of it.. ty

'Why am I crying?' I thought to myself.

'He left me a long time ago, why am I crying now?' I silently said. I looked around my empty dark room. I felt so alone, like I had no one. But I was alone, I do have no one. I can't handle this. I got up off of my bed and looked out my window. 'He used to always climb up the balcony just to see me.' I thought. The thought of him climbing up the balcony made me crack a smile, but it soon faded as I remembered he was never coming back. I could feel m eyes start to water. I blinked a couple times to make them stop. I heard a door open.

"Mom? Is that you?" No one answered.

"Hello? Mom?"I asked again. Still no answer. I walked out of my room and looked around the hallway, then downstairs. Nobody. I went into the kitchen and got some kiwi-strawberry juice. My Favorite. My dog baby ran a circle around me.

"Hey baby, do you want to go outside for a walk?" She wagged her tail in excitement. I grabbed her leash and took her out on the porch and stood there for a minute to look around. I could feel baby tug me towards the street.

"Alright, I'm coming." I told her and got off the porch. I took her around the block a couple of times and went back in the house. When I got in I took off her leash, got her some water, and went back upstairs. 'How could I be so stupid?' I thought.

'He will never come back to me. Why can't I stop thinking about him? His perfect smile? His perfect lips? Our first kiss? Our first date? Our first fight? The way I felt when I was around him? How one touch gave me butterflies? No! I need to stop. Thinking about him will only make me more upset. But I can't stop thinking about him, he was my first love, but he broke my heart.' I started to stare out the window again…

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"No Nicky, stop… stop… tickling me." I cried out between laughter.

"Why? It's so fun." He told me.

"Well, it's not fun for me."

"Yeah, right. You know you love it." I looked t him seriously. He looked at me too; I couldn't keep a straight face and cracked a smile. I pushed him playfully.

"You get on my nerves." I said.

"Sure I do, that's why you love me."

"Whatever." I pushed him again and ran down the street. I looked back a couple minutes later; he was right on my heels. I tried running faster but he grabbed me and fell back, so we were laying in the grass. I looked over at him. He looked so perfect; I touched his face and moved closer to him. His hands found my back and pulled me even closer. My breathing got even heavier. He moved his head closer to mine, I felt like I couldn't breathe. I moved closer to him and kissed him so passionately. His hands rubbed up and down my back. I tangled my hands in his curly, brown hair; he pulled me on top of him. I pulled away and layed my head on his chest. He rubbed my hair on my back.

"I love you Nick." I said closing my eyes.

"I know, I love you too Miley." His voice was so soft and angelic it made me melt right there in his arms. I started to melt right there in his arms. I started drifting to sleep, as soon as I was almost gone it started sprinkling. I lifted my head to look up at the sky. The clouds were looking pretty dark.