This story has been stewing in my head for weeks, it's finally juicy enough to post, more chapters tomorrow! i PROMISE...IT HAS BEEN YEARS SINCE I PUBLISHED ANYTHING...GONNA START WORKING ON RECONNECTION THE SEQUEL AS WELL!
My older brother Lucius is married to the beautiful Narcissa Black, They have a son Draco who started at Hogwarts last year the same year I graduated. Lucius is the fortunate one; he married the perfect pureblood woman, married and escaped this hell, the fighting, and the abuse.
I'm eighteen and now legal age, but being a pureblood woman I won't be permitted to leave the family home until I marry...or my father dies. I'm honestly hoping for the latter.
My father is persistent in his search to find me a proper husband, suitor after suitor have come to try their luck on the prized Malfoy daughter, but I firmly reject them all and say my practiced lines.
"I do not wish to marry nor procreate, Lucius has already done that, the family will thrive through him"
But in all honesty, I have a secret, a dark secret that no one can ever know. I'm in love with Severus Snape and have been for many years, since I was a little girl. My choice not to marry is due to the fact I want no one but him, but my father would never allow it, his prized pureblood daughter and a half blood twice her age. He would kill him… or me.
So I will suffice with my weekly tutoring sessions with him, you see I failed my final year of potions horribly. I was distracted with all the memories of him taking me, they would flash through my head every time I was in a room with him. My father agreed with him to make me make it up in tutoring sessions if he passed me. The tutoring sessions are far less effective than the classes were. I at least learned something in the classes while the tutoring sessions are just plain steamy. I will make do with these tutoring sessions until my father dies and I am free to be with him.
Tonight my father is hosting a party. Everyone who is anyone will be here, but more importantly he will be here.
I dress up in the black and purple corseted dress I received from Bellatrix for Christmas, pulling my hair back into a tidy bun and choosing my make-up carefully; waterproof and smudge-proof, no one can ever suspect anything.
I drift around the party, bored. Parties were never my thing, and then I see him, speaking to Narcissa and my brother.
"Professor? Sorry to interrupt you, but might I have a moment of your time? As this party is boring me terribly; perhaps we could fit in a tutoring session instead of feeling so uncomfortable here?"
He nods "I will meet you in your chambers in a few minutes."
I slip away from the party without notice, and up into my room. I hoist my dress up and remove my panties, throwing them into the hamper, there can be no delays, we won't have much time tonight… someone will eventually notice my absence. I set up my potions books to look like I am studying and climb onto my bed.
He comes in moments later, he closes the door and is on top of me, his lips capturing mine, I can feel his hunger for me; and though he has never said the words, I know he loves me, I can see it in his eyes, feel it in his gentle touches and soft kisses. He slides up my skirt and undoes his pants. I feel him enter me, gentle as ever, he captures my lips to keep me silent as he begins a steady rhythm. His movements gets faster and harder, he pulls my body tighter against him, his body is shaking, he is trying to force himself to hold on… to bring me over the edge, risky but he has never messed up, makes sure to bring himself to orgasm outside of me, I know he loves me, he's so careful with me, treats me like a glass doll.
"Amy? Where are you? There is someone I wish you to meet."
"My father!"
His focus breaks and he spends himself inside of me.
"Fuck! I need my wand" he pants scrambling to get it off the table "I need a spe—"
"There's no time Severus!"
I hop off the bed and hoist down my dress dashing to grab my textbook, he zips up just as my father bursts through the door.
"Studying? During a party?" He looks taken aback.
"There are so many people downstairs; it's more peaceful up here."
"You are expected to be mingling, possibly finding a man so I can get you out of my house!" He says, his temper rising
I can feel Severus' seed running down my leg, if he sees it; it's game over for me.
"My apologies father, I will be there in a moment, Severus and I will put away the book—"
"Nonsense, you can do that yourself, Severus and I have many dark matters to speak of." He sneers at me leaving me standing here, seed running down my leg, I don't know any spells to—perish the thought… it was one time. I mutter a cleaning spell, throw on some fresh panties and rejoin the party.