A/N: So I kinda cried watching this movie and I felt really hollow after watching it and I really thought the whole Brad/Patrick thing was really sad and I belive that Patrick/Charlie really could have worked so this happened. Let me know what you think!

Disclaimer: Not mine


Brad knows people would be shocked at how he would describe himself. Weak, stupid, horrible. But if they knew everything that happened between him and Patrick they would agree. Because who would not want to be with Patrick? With hair that was long and glossy, eyes that were the deepest chocolate. And his personality. With the ability to make anybody laugh and his go-with the-flow attitude. Secretly everybody loved him. Just like Brad. Only not like him. He had always heard the saying "You don't know what you have until you lost it." Only Patrick wasn't an it and looking at it now he supposed he never really had him. Because now when Patrick looks at him, where there use to be love there is nothing. It is like he is looking at a strange on the street. That love is reserved now for that freshman freak. Worse the freak looks back at him with the same amount of love. They are happy together and Brad is sure that he doesn't have to get drunk to admit that he loves Patrick. Brad doesn't mind that he has been replaced. Not really. Because he can't. He couldn't be replaced by something that was never his.