I looked him deep in the eyes, careful not to leave his gaze. As much as he tried to hide his feelings his eyes always spoke the truth. They weren't lying. The asshole was a cheater. Slowly I shook my head, disgusted, dragging my eyes from his. I can't believe I trusted him. What the hell was wrong with me? Storming out of the choral room I barely noticed the chair I kicked over in frustration. Ignoring the numerous pairs of eyes burning holes in my back I left, not even bothering to turn back. It was too much. I couldn't take this. My body hit the wall with a thud, slowly sliding down til I was a heap on the floor. I couldn't continue to do this. Tears stung my eyes, threatening to spill. And I gave up. My body rocked with the waves of sobs spilling over, staining my clothes with make-up. It was too much. Too much for one person to handle.
Everyone watched shocked as Rachel stormed out of the room. She was never one to break down, she was always so strong, so tough. After her exit everyone stood still, to lost to even move. This was not the Rachel we all knew. Even from within the room her sobs could still be heard echoing down the hall. After a few minuted of silence all heads turned to Puck. He was afterall the culprit of the diva fit. Who knew he could do so much damage.
They didn't get it though. They didn't get what made me cheat on the best part of my life. Thing is, i was supposed to be badass. That was Puck. But being with Rachel made me a fucking wuss. It made me what she liked to call Noah. I wasn't like that. So i did what had to be done. I just didn't think she would take it to heart i mean seriously what the fuck she was Rachel freaking Berry. She was supposed to be made of steel. But in my plan i didn't figure one thing. It hurt to see her hurt. And that made things a hell of a lot harder. Well, Fuck. I watched her heart break. All i wanted to do was go after her. But i held steady. I just stood. And listened to the one girl who made me Noah cry for both our hearts. I was such a fucking wuss. And for once, i didn't really give a shit.