He's gone. The incomprehensible pain has yet to make every limb numb, but it has made my legs quiver and my knees give way. I had never truly believed that anything bad would or could happen. Always thought the doctor would keep me safe so that I could stay by his side.

"Rose we should go now."

Living life was something only done to keep my mother at peace before I met him. I had no goals or any shred of true happiness. He showed me what it's truly like to live and now I don't know if I can keep going. Even a inkling of happiness will be lost in the thought that he's somewhere out there in the world saving someone else. Without me. I know I shouldn't be this selfish, but I want him all to myself. He almost said he loved me after all.

Always so unlucky I was. He changed that. He made my adrenaline pump and my cheeks flush. I did so much to keep myself near that man and here he has thrown me away. I'm almost angry. Yet I know he didn't do it to spite me, it was to save me. I still wish he hadn't though. A wish is a wish, but maybe it isn't a dream.

Even now when two years have passed I still stand in the city square hoping a crazy man in a Tardis could come and sweep me off my feet. So I call out under the mumbles of hundreds of people.

"Doctor. Come and save me again."

There I swore for once that there was a god, because there on the corner dashing from a building was the doctor. I ran towards him, pushing ignorant people aside. Crying out his name over and over, begging for him to hear me.

"Doctor! Please doctor! Don't leave me!"

He looked towards me in the form I had last seen him in. This was a different place though. He couldn't of known who I was. So when I threw myself into his arms I cried out all the details. All the suffering. The previous doctor I knew had always found a way to fix everything. I hoped perhaps this one could too.

"A different dimension you say. Sounds exciting."

It was familiarly chipper. How could I expect him to respond so happily.

"I'm sorry though miss how can I tell your not just a silly looney?"

"The Dalek. You hated them. They erased your people and ruined your life from the start. I was sent away because of them. They had a sort of prison where same as the Tardis it was bigger on the inside. You sent me away to save me. You almost told me you loved me, but..."

He gave me a questionable glance and I cried. Weeped. I was all alone. This doctor could not replace him. The doctor I knew was the only doctor I could imagine.

"Such a unbelievable thing, the Dalek were wiped from the universe along with my kind."

"That's what you thought then too... We were both shocked."

I laughed quietly and dug my fingers into the back of his clothing. I couldn't let this one go. I needed another chance. Even if I felt it wrong. I needed another chance to force him to say those words earlier. I wanted him to cry out the words with a joyful grin and a hop in his step. Because you see.

I loved him.

"So what do you want me to do about it?"

"Take me with you. I don't care how dangerous. Take me with you. I want you to take me on all those wondrous adventures and show me what life is when you truly live."

Author Note: So guys my first doctor who fanfic! I wanna write more, but it might take some time.