Sakura`s Past
"Sakura... honey? Are you ok? You have been in there a mighty long time." my mom said through the bathroom door. Not that I really cared that she was worried. I had better things to focus on... and right now the blood running from my side might be a good place to start.
Age: 11
"Daddy is mom mad at me by chance?" I clung to my dad like he was saving me from drowning. I hated my dad... but... in a sick twisted way, loved him too. "No sweetheart, but she is upset. Why did you cut your sides open, your such a pretty girl?" my dad ran his hand over the stiches on my left side. I was in bed and he came in to tuck me in for the night... Like he does every tuesday night. Mom as meetings every tuesday, because she is a big time manager for a company, not getting into detail. "Daddy loves you so much, it pains me to see you do such a thing to yourself." He leans in and kisses my forehead, than my cheek. Tonight was going to be another night I sensed it. Well, if you count seeing the empty bottle of penicle vodka beside the couch "Sensing". I closed my eyes tight as he pushed me gently down, on my back, on the bed. "Daddys gonna show you how much he loves you sweetheart... just relax, I will take the pain away."
Age: 11
Everyone was crying, but why? Death is not a sad thing, it`s relief from a world filled with drugs, hate, misfotune and basically the devils ruling. My mom didn`t shed a tear, and neither did I. My dad`s coffin was now being placed in the ground. Is it sad that I`m happy that he is dead? no, not in my eyes.
My mom found out, about two months ago, what my dad had been doing to me. She came home while he was... "touching" me. She flipped out, and held me all night crying and stroking my hair. My long, pink, lovely hair that my dad seemed to love. About a month later she filed for a divorce... and another month later, a week before the divorce was official, my dad hung his self. What a way to kill yourself dad,... I hope you burn in hell.
Age: 15
"It`s for your own good honey! I`ve seen what you have done to yourself, and I can`t take it anymore!... please... just stay here for awhile... you need it." My mom screamed at me in the main lobby of the "nut house". I didn`t need to be put in here! Is SHE fucking crazy! Just because I have a few "scratches" here and there, and been labeled as "depressed" doesn`t mean I belong with crazies! "YOU KNOW WHAT, take me away! See if I give a damn, but remember this MOM, I aint the one that crys herself to sleep everynight, so fuck you!" The lady behind the desk of the main lobby waved for some people over to me. They had restrants in their hands. The tears on my moms face were rolling, and almost made me cry. Life was going fine. I was an honors student, had the perfect friends, a boyfriend who loved me, and most of all a bag full of sunshine. But with the light comes the dark. Beginning of my new life here at Crazy Town, here I come. YepHee!
Age: 17 (Present Times)
Authors Note: So what do you think? This is just the first chapter and it gives a little detail of Sakura`s past. The next chapter with be normal and not have this sorry if it was somewhat confusing. Oh and the next chater will be longer to. this is just short because its like an introduction to get yall started.
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