AN: hey this is my second Night World story! and im so exicted about it because i worked pretty hard on it. Im sorry if there is mistakes in this first chapter but i still dont have a beta. So if you want to be my beta please review/message me! Thanks! for reading and Please review 3
I get over you, then I see you again. I try to ignore you so I don't fall for you again, but then you smile and those feelings come flooding back! 3 - Unknown
Sometimes i wish things were different. I wish i could have the kind of the life where i had that prefect someone.
The life Where i would walk into my large yellow with white trimed victorian home the kind of home where a perfect lamia family was raised.
Tons of kids running around playing tag and yelling. But in realaity my life was another lamia with a never ending love
for Jack Daneils, my newly found best friend.
Here in Clayton, North Carolina it wasnt that hard to find booze and drugs. As easy as sloving 1+1, in other words not very hard.
You would proubley wouldnt even know that a girl like me cut her self ether. Yeah, well that happens when your so called "mom" cares more
about her newest Clilent wanting a room redecorated then her own daughter, what a , cloe, Sarah, my friends were more like my family
then the actual one I had.
Tonight I had made plans with Cloe and Jack at the local park. My idea of a night to get my mind of Eli, the boy who stole my
heart with out even know about it. Eli was a guy that not many girls would not actually admit having a crush on. Long black hair, wore the
kind of colthes everyone eles did in clayton, Aeropostale. Dreamy blue eyes that could melt me like ice cream if i looked right into them.
The single problem with Eli was to him i was another girl in the world. In more painful words another hoe he didnt talk to.
The felling of Jack was running down my throut, trickling down slowly injoying the taste hit of him once more. It was my last swig of Jack
left in my stash in the back my tiny white freezing mini i heard the door bell buzzed like a bee, singling that cloe had arrived.
slowly, I walked to door taking my time clearly in no hurry or a care on my mind important enough to hurry to the door. "Hey girl ! Being a slow
poke today?" Cloe said as I opened the door and ushered her in the door. In her hand was a brown wrinkled paper bag, inside was another bottle of Jack. My simile
grew wide Jack could always bring one to my face, one of the few boys who could these days.
"Who did you score from this time? John, Nick or Michael?" I asked. "Nah,Justin this time. I got it fairly cheap this time." She started to
giggle. "Oh no Cloe!" I shook my head. You didnt sleep again with him did you?" Cloe still giggling a little said " Yeah, it was wonderful... He
gave me the greatest OG this time....' Walking back into the small kitchen i stated "He is only going to leave you for another girl or get you pregant."
"What ever you say Natasha your just pissed that Eli has yet to talk to you" So true how would you feel if boy you love, even if he is
human and it is against the night world law acted like you werent even alive.
I wasn't much of a rule follower anyway, I mean come on cant fall in love for humans what kind of rule is that. Why should someone be able to
tell you who you can and can not fall in love with. Yeah rules are not my shot of vodka, if you know what I mean. But not like Eli acknowledged me anyway....
The urrge cut at that moment was so great anytime anyone spoke about Eli my arm tingled, meaning time to cut again. "Hold on let me go get my bag and we'll
head to park."
After dashing up the stairs to my room,different black flowers on each of the four walls i reached in my dresser. My knife was worn, I had gotten it
from a night world club called The Black Iris. When I was five, it didnt come cheap but hey it was well if I ever had a warewolf attack my house I was good.
The blade cutting aginst my rist felt amazing and well due. "Hurry up Natasha! Justin said he might stop by and I don't want to miss him!" Cloe yelled up the
stairs.
Pushing the knife under some colthes then grabing a red hoddie from my walk in closet. "Coming! I just couldnt find my bag." I yelled to her as I grabed
my bag and dashed down the starirs. First i saw Cloe's legs then came her body as i came down the stairs. She was leaning against the wall near the wall with her
eyes closed. You could tell she was thinking of Justin again, she could never get her mind off boys. That was her problem in our group of friend each of us had
a different things wrong with us. With Cloe it was sex and boys, Jessica it was not eating anything. And Sarah well lets just say she says she is going kill her self.
Finally me, well you already know my problem is cutting and my best buddy Jack. Arent we a pretty fucked up group haha. Welcome to my life.....
AN: thanks for reading and PLEASE REVIEW!