Disclaimer: I don't own the characters etc. I also don't own the song words "I'm Not Okay" by "My Chemical Romance"

A/N: The Italics are lyrics that's all you need to really know. This is my first songfic and my first venture outside the confines of classic HP pairings. Wish Me Luck.


Walking Away

"Draco please, look at me where are you going?" Ginny pleaded.

Draco remained silent and kept on his path.

"Please Draco I love you why are you doing this to us?" Ginny asked trying to stay strong and contain the dam of tears building up in her eyes.

"Please Draco, don't you love me anymore?" She was begging now.

"TALK TO ME!" she shouted.


Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say.

I never want to let you down or have you go,

It's better off this way.

For all the dirty looks.

The photographs your "boyfriend" took.

Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor.

I'm NOT ok.

You wear me out.

"Draco you're leaving me in my books that's letting me down ever so slightly." Ginny said.

"My boyfriend what are you talking about, you're my boyfriend?" Ginny asked confused.

"Of course I remember you saved me I was suicidal when Harry broke up with me, Merlin that's what brought us together Draco and now you just decide it's over. No Draco I won't let you." Ginny said frustrated she received no response.

"I'll give you some space, more alone time. Just please stop this pain you're killing me." Ginny begged once again.


What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?

I've told you time and time again you sing the words,

But don't know what it means to be,

A joking look.

Another line without a hook.

I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look.

I'm NOT ok.

You wear me out.

"Where are you going, why are you saying all these things?" Ginny asked.

"You know it never mattered to me that you're a Slytherin. I've seen you're soul I know the good inside of you. I've felt it." Ginny assured him and herself.

"I know what it's like being used by Voldemort we need each other Draco." She was losing her strength, giving up on her hero.

"Draco I'll let you leave, let you waste all this time we've spent, all you have to do is turn around look me in the eye and tell me you don't love me." She said strongly.


Forget the dirty looks.

The photographs your boyfriend took.

You said you read me like a book.

But the pages are all torn and frayed.

I'm Ok.

I'm Ok now.

But you really didn't listen to me because I'm telling you the truth I've realized

I'm Ok.

"I am you Draco." Ginny stated.

"There is nothing you could do that could convince me otherwise." She began sobbing.

"Why are you lying you must love me. You don't just wake up in the morning and stop loving somebody. Love is forever." She stared after the blonde haired boy who was walking away once again.

"Don't go down this path. It's dark, lonely and I cannot follow." Ginny pleaded once more.

Draco now was plunged in the darkness of the shadow of the castle. Leaving Ginny in a heap on the cold stone floor weeping


Trust me

I'm NOT ok.

Well I'm not ok; I'm not O fucking Kay.

I'm not ok.

I'm not ok.


Okay what you think any use? Please Review. Happy Christmas Or Happy Holidays (whatever your religious preference is.)