The Heart
Zane doesn't know how to think without his mind.
Short Zane/Cole Drabble for xxChase The Mayan Worrierxx
A few other requests being done right now. Sorry for the long wait. Issues were in the way.
Oh, the way he always smiled at me. It was truly intoxicating. I could never find another smile like it. I searched silently, but it was just as impossible as my calculations had said it was. Many difficulties showed up when I tried to figure out why his smile meant so much to me. Mostly because there were no reasons at all.
It made me think for a long while. What was so special about his lips? Every human had them. Teeth were just bones. Thinking of it logically just made things even worse for me. Truthfully, there should be nothing attractive about your bones being exposed to air, but... This was different.
Only then did I realize. It was him. Just him.
I didn't like smiles or anything weird, I liked him. He was the reason. Logic didn't matter here. If he did it, then it was attractive. There was no ifs, ands, or buts about it for me.
He was so strong and handsome, yet so seemingly delicate and gentle. Being short was no disadvantage for him. Cole was truly magnificent.
And within realizing this, my perspective changed slightly. It changed on so many things, but mostly on my connection with Cole. Thoughts plagued me constantly. Thoughts that I finally understood. I would ask myself odd things like if I looked alright or not, or if I should bake something Cole loved tonight.
So wrapped up in what I was thinking, what I should do, I barely noticed how he was feeling. And the day that he touched my face gently and pulled me down to kiss him, startled me, no, terrified me. For a moment, it had seemed like I had done it, but it was him. I hadn't planned this far ahead. I hadn't analyzed the possibilities of what could happen yet. But he spoke up and took me away from that.
"Calm down. You don't have to know what's going to happen. Go with it." His voice had been soft, so calming and I loved it.
That and his words made me realize that he knew my emotions better than I even did. He'd probably known my feelings for him months before I had even figured it out. I was smart, but he was too. Logistics and numbers were my field, but he was all about emotions and plans... The street smarts I didn't have.
He was the other half of me.