FIRST CHAPPIE!! Okay so don't forget the four R's (Read Rate Review) and this is called
"Number Fourteen"
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Nobody. Born between light and darkness. An existence that's not supposed to exist. One day… I was born there. I felt nothing, and everything was blank. I was given a black coat, and I joined the organization as instructed.
I don't feel anything, well at least I'm not supposed to. I feel sadness, anger happiness, and love. Love is a new emotion for me though. I was trying to name that feeling for quite some time. It was only earlier today that I found out; I'm love Zexion, Axel, and Roxas.
"XIV are you okay?" Vexen asked me in a dignified manner.
"Yea, I'm fine… and call me Xumay!!" shot at him it always bugged me that he called people by there place in the organization rather than there own name.
"Alright… very well then…"he said while poking his head out of my door." No need to shout…" he said as soon as his head was out of the door.
I went back to thinking about my discovery flashback
I was sitting there with Zexion at my right hand, Axel my left, and Roxas in front of me trying to explain something completely idiotic, Axel was rolling on the floor laughing his butt off, and Zexion just looked annoyed. I, however wasn't talking much like it had been for hmmm… I'd say about two weeks now. This whole 'new feeling' was bothering me lately. I had absolutely no clue what it was. Without me noticing Roxas sat down in front of me and stared into my, as he called them, mystifying, eye color changing, awesome eyes.
"Is something wrong Xumay?" They all knew I wasn't a normal nobody. Well at least Axel, Roxas, and Zexion did… I don't really talk to anyone else except Superior. Well that and Demyx, but I hate his guts (this will be explained later probably the next chapter)
They could NOT feel anything like I can. They all stared at me with utter concern.
"Yea you have been strangely quite lately… What be up?" Axel asked looking at me with one of his famous stares known a little to well by his fangirls.
"Is it another?" Zexion asked not using what came next in case anyone was listening.
They all leaned in to hear what I was about to whisper listening intently.
I paused wondering if I could finish what I was about to start. I began lamely, "Yea Zexi…" This is the obvious nickname we gave him. It was cute at first when he got annoyed at us calling him that.
" Sooo…" Roxas started then paused "Describe it!!" he finished with a yell.
" Well… It's really hard to explain but it's this feeling…" I said in a hushed whisper. "That I only get when I'm with you a-a-and it goes double for Zexion… but any time I try to think about it I get this feeling that's really hard to explain. And-and-and… this isn't making any sense is it?" I asked worried of confusing then.
"No no no not at all…" Roxas said in a reassuring voice. "Goooo… onnnnnn…"
"Yes. Please do." Axel said in a weird accent.
Zexion was quite as usual I sighed and went on. I thought about it for a minute or two before going on. They seemed to understand though because none of them protested for me to hurry it up. " Well it goes kinda like this… ummmmm… when I try to think about it, it sends a shiver down my spine. It's sorta like a sickness of the 'heart'" insert air quotes here " That won't go away no matter how hard I try to shake it off. And when you guys aren't with me I can't stop thinking about you and it makes me sad to think that you guys might leave me soon" The last part I was referring to them talking about leaving the organization.
They all seemed to be pondering on this thought, when Roxas spoke, "Wow…" We all looked at him when he went on "Sounds like hell…"
We were all obviously taken aback by the sudden swearing coming out of his mouth but I didn't show my surprise one bit and acted like it was normal. " Well… no it's a good feeling to have…"
Zexion was the next person up.
"I don't have a clue about that but Roxas is right, it does sound like hell…" he said the first part really quite.
" NOO!!" I shouted, "It's not hell well… that's not entirely true… it's hell trying to figure out the feeling and it really nice to have. It really is a nice feeling to have because it makes me feel really, really good inside…"
We all looked at Axel expectantly for he was usually the first to give his two cents. He finally noticed all of our eyes burning into his forehead, and asked suspiciously, " What?"
We all stared at him like he was a complete retard. "Well," I asked, "what do you have to say giraffe?"
"HA!!" Zexion laughed "we haven't called him giraffe in ages!!" He only paused to crack up some more.
" If you're done now I'd like to start now!" Axel said annoyed that someone remembered his nickname.
"Go ahead" Zexion signaled as soon as his laughs subsided to snickers.
"Anyway…" axel started completely shaking that whole 'Zexion being way OOC' incident out of his long-term memory "I think I know what it is…"
" OMGEEZILES!! You do?!" I yelled "YAYYAYZZZZZZZZZZZZZ GIRAFFE!!"
"Well…" he started trying to act cool with his nickname. "I'd better whisper it to you…" he concluded.
"Why?" I pouted.
"Fine if you're not gunna cooperate with me then you don't get to know! 'Sides you'll defiantly be glad I didn't say it to the whole world."
"Heh heh… you say 'going to' weird heh heh" Roxas laughed.
"SHUDDUP!!" axel snapped
"Heh heh you say 'shut up' weird" I laughed.
" OH MY GAWD JUST SHUT UP!!" he yelled at us obviously annoyed.
" Heh heh you say 'god' weird heh heh" We both said in unison.
Axel looked at us with a 'way past annoyed' look and said, " I'm just gunna stop talking now"
"AH HA! You just talked!!" I yelled
He stared back at me with a blank look. And he went on. " Anywayz…" he shot us a death glare when he heard us laughing about his grammar again. We immediately stopped. " It goes double for Zexi-babe right?" he asked. (A/n sorry I read Black Cat today and y'know how Train calls Sven Svenny-babe? Yea… I picked that up… anywayz back to the story)
"Yea…" I answered simply.
" Otay…" he sighed. I snickered at this getting ready to comment but though better of it, so I leaned in with my elbow arched inward so he could lean into my side. As he gently pulled my hair behind my ear a shiver was sent down my spine and, this said 'shiver' made my scalp tingle.
" This isn't the type of feeling you can be entirely sure about" he started whispering " but I think it might be love…"
"L-love? B-but I'm not in love with all of you am I?" I whispered back, awestruck.
"Well… not exactly… you might be in love with Zexi-babe over there." He answered as realization hit me.
"ZEXION??" I whispered quite loudly I assume because as soon as I said this Zexion turned his head toward me with his visible eyebrow raised. I gave him my ' oh carp' smile (typo intended) he then lowered his said 'raised eyebrow' and turned his head forward again. I turned my attention back to Axel and he continued.
"You said it goes double for him right?" the said 'pyromaniac' asked.
"Well yea… but-…" I was cut off before I could finish.
"Then you might be in love with him." He answered simply. " I think you'll have to wait to see if it blooms… huh? Huh? Do you catch my drift?" he raised his eyebrows in a provocative way while nudging my elbow causing it to arch in ward more. I moaned painfully (A/n NOT that kind of moan you pervs!! Jeeezz the perversion doesn't come till chapter three. GOSH!! TINA YOU FAT LARD!! COME GET SOME DINNER! Ahem sorry… I had to) and he cringed back.
" Well… that hurt…" I said trying not to cry cause I'm that much of a whimp. " Anyway… if it does grow or whatever you said…?"
My question went unanswered as Axel turned to Roxas who, by now, had asked at least 50 times what it was. I looked at Zexion who had pulled his book out from what; it seemed like, out of nowhere.
After they all left my room (A/n they used to have their 'meetings' in the kitchen cause it was really easy to find in the huge castle, but then smacked their foreheads cause they just realized it would be easier to portal anywhere, and they got kicked out of their meeting spot when Roxas drank all the Mountain Dew and all the chocolate in the whole flippin' castle and stayed up all the flippin' night blasting Zexi's flippin' music and vandalizing the flippin' organization meeting room with color-flippin'-ful spray paint and ending the night while flippin' sleeping on the flippin' breakfast table!! So the organization couldn't attend the manda-flippin'-tory breakfast. Yea but ever since that sarcastic small incident Roxas hasn't been allowed in the kitchen unless he has someone responsible with him…
Stupid Roxas)
Axel poked his head back into my room and said, " You should tell Zexi-babe when you figure it all out." end flashback
So now I lay here trying to sleep. Yea… my flashbacks are long… 'ughh this bed is so uncomfortable…' I thought 'hmmm… better go ask Roxas how that table felt…'
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Yea… that was a LOONNGGG chappie… OH YEA!! When it says. "This so called" and then what they were referring to, yea that was just a simple way for me to change the subject and in my Authors Note the 2nd one… I think yea that was a Napolinene (sp?) Dynamite reference if you didn't get it … that's ok… and at the VVEERRYY beginning where it has XIV that's Roman Numerals for fourteen… in case you didn't already know…