I feel so strange, my stomach in knots I can't eat nor do sleep, I have love on my mind

They don't understand, how can they

I cannot even understand it

A women so vile, so cruel

And yet I lust for her

I crave her touch, her breath, her whole body and soul

She is my #1 DE who has never let me down

As I progress down this path I only wish I could do the same for her

Sadly, I am broken man with 6 parts of me else where

I am crest fallen to be this way

My existence is nothing without her

But I can never have her

I am a broken man that cannot love

My heart is just torn to pieces

My soul is barely there

I have felt love

Too late

I am a tattered man

I am evil

My life is the epitome of that

But I don't care

There is one thing that vexes me

One thing that I must prove

A boy, my foe in my clutches at 14

He escapes me and now at 17

He is free, but not of me

You see, he is mine to duel

My duty to defeat

Only then will my life be complete

I always wonder what happened 17 years ago

What has love wrought

I cannot destroy it

It's mark is ever lasting

It is scary thought that

Love actually vanquished part of me

What is love's power

Being evil I will never know

Too broken to love

Too evil to try

He the villain

He the epitome of evil

He is strong

He will lose everything