Dear Diary-a songfic featuring the song "Dear Diary" by M2M
A peep at the 16 yr. old Mimi's Diary on a regular day..... shhhh
Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
Dear Diary,
I'm so excited, Diary! Why? Well, remember the Matt Ishida I've been telling you about? You know, the guy I've liked for...let's see........ about forever? Well, he actually talked to me today! Aren't you excited for me, Diary?
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused
You see, this is what happened. It happened during History today at school. He came into the room because he had his schedule changed or something. The teacher assigned him to an empty seat next to mine(Thank you, Mr. Tsuki!). He asked me if I could lend him the notes we took so far and of course I was really really happy because now I have a reason to talk to him. Then our teacher went back to his talk about World War I.
I turned to look at Matt as I showed him the pages of our long, useless notes. A few seconds later, I realized that I was completely lost in his gaze. I looked down to find that he was staring at me too. I blushed a deep red and I knew that I was beginning to burn. But I couldn't help it.
Then at the end of that class. I left in a hurry so I wouldn't have to blush anymore if I looked at him. But then I heard him. I kept walking but slower and pretended that I didn't hear. So he went after me and began speed-walking. When he finally caught up, he was panting and I thought I saw him sweating. Then I realized that we were practically half way across the school. So I began to walk back. He walked me back to Math and fortunately, we weren't late. He said all he wanted to do was give me back my notebook. I was completely embarrassed and I lied that I was thinking about something so I didn't hear him. To tell you the truth, it's just that I really didn't know what to say.
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
Then during lunch, I was sitting with "the gang". Except Matt was sitting behind us with a bunch of his friends today. I sat down in Sora's seat where I can see Matt's face just by looking straight. Tai was next to me and was sort of pouting because he doesn't get to sit next to his sweetheart. He complained a little but I really wasn't listening. I was too busy looking at Matt. Sora knows about my feelings towards Matt and when she saw why I took her seat, she told Joe to move to my seat so Sora can sit on the other side of Tai.
Then he looked up and our eyes locked again. I heard one of his friends ask him if he likes anybody. He replied I don't think so. But I know that he's interested in me. I could tell by his gaze.
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Okay, so now I know that I have feelings for him. And now all I have to do is confess, right? But how do I do that? I mean, telling you is simple, but him? No way!
Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
Then during Science, I spotted him writing something on his palm. I know it's not anything about Science because we didn't have a test or a quiz. I knew right away what it was. Can you guess, Diary? Yep, that's right! He wrote "I love M.T." And I know that M.T. stands for Mimi Tachikawa. Can you believe it? He likes me! And all this time I was worrying. I thought he was just interested, but he really likes me! I've never been so happy!
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Okay, as I said before, I just need to tell him, right? So... Let's see. I can just go up to him and say I love you. No that'll be too forward. What about a note? No, that'll make me look like some stalker. What am I suppose to do!
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
When he looked into my eyes, I know that I revealed all my secrets to him. Well, I can trust him not to tell. Afterall, a relationship IS based on trust. No one has ever been able to look through me like that before. Okay, maybe Sora..... but no guy has ever been able to do that.
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Hold it! If he knows all my secrets, then does it mean that he knows that I like him? Well, then I won't have to tell him right? But what if he doesn't know? I mean, guys are like that, so clueless. I really want him to know how I feel, but I don't know how! Somebody, HELP ME!
A peep at the 16 yr. old Mimi's Diary on a regular day..... shhhh
Dear Diary,
Something good happened today
He finally called me by my name
Dear Diary,
I'm so excited, Diary! Why? Well, remember the Matt Ishida I've been telling you about? You know, the guy I've liked for...let's see........ about forever? Well, he actually talked to me today! Aren't you excited for me, Diary?
I didn't know how to behave
What to say or do
I was so confused
You see, this is what happened. It happened during History today at school. He came into the room because he had his schedule changed or something. The teacher assigned him to an empty seat next to mine(Thank you, Mr. Tsuki!). He asked me if I could lend him the notes we took so far and of course I was really really happy because now I have a reason to talk to him. Then our teacher went back to his talk about World War I.
I turned to look at Matt as I showed him the pages of our long, useless notes. A few seconds later, I realized that I was completely lost in his gaze. I looked down to find that he was staring at me too. I blushed a deep red and I knew that I was beginning to burn. But I couldn't help it.
Then at the end of that class. I left in a hurry so I wouldn't have to blush anymore if I looked at him. But then I heard him. I kept walking but slower and pretended that I didn't hear. So he went after me and began speed-walking. When he finally caught up, he was panting and I thought I saw him sweating. Then I realized that we were practically half way across the school. So I began to walk back. He walked me back to Math and fortunately, we weren't late. He said all he wanted to do was give me back my notebook. I was completely embarrassed and I lied that I was thinking about something so I didn't hear him. To tell you the truth, it's just that I really didn't know what to say.
Dear Diary,
I wanna talk to him again
But whenever he is with his friends
He keeps trying to pretend
But I already see
The way he feels for me
Then during lunch, I was sitting with "the gang". Except Matt was sitting behind us with a bunch of his friends today. I sat down in Sora's seat where I can see Matt's face just by looking straight. Tai was next to me and was sort of pouting because he doesn't get to sit next to his sweetheart. He complained a little but I really wasn't listening. I was too busy looking at Matt. Sora knows about my feelings towards Matt and when she saw why I took her seat, she told Joe to move to my seat so Sora can sit on the other side of Tai.
Then he looked up and our eyes locked again. I heard one of his friends ask him if he likes anybody. He replied I don't think so. But I know that he's interested in me. I could tell by his gaze.
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Okay, so now I know that I have feelings for him. And now all I have to do is confess, right? But how do I do that? I mean, telling you is simple, but him? No way!
Dear Diary,
He wrote some letters on his hand
It wasn't hard to understand
I figured I'm part of his plans
But now I'm in his heart
I don't know where to start
Then during Science, I spotted him writing something on his palm. I know it's not anything about Science because we didn't have a test or a quiz. I knew right away what it was. Can you guess, Diary? Yep, that's right! He wrote "I love M.T." And I know that M.T. stands for Mimi Tachikawa. Can you believe it? He likes me! And all this time I was worrying. I thought he was just interested, but he really likes me! I've never been so happy!
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Okay, as I said before, I just need to tell him, right? So... Let's see. I can just go up to him and say I love you. No that'll be too forward. What about a note? No, that'll make me look like some stalker. What am I suppose to do!
You're my secret hiding place
Where my private thoughts are safe
And just one look and he will see
What's inside of me
When he looked into my eyes, I know that I revealed all my secrets to him. Well, I can trust him not to tell. Afterall, a relationship IS based on trust. No one has ever been able to look through me like that before. Okay, maybe Sora..... but no guy has ever been able to do that.
What can I do?
Tell me what can I say
When do I let him know I feel the same way?
How can my feelings be so hard to show when
I really want him to know
Hold it! If he knows all my secrets, then does it mean that he knows that I like him? Well, then I won't have to tell him right? But what if he doesn't know? I mean, guys are like that, so clueless. I really want him to know how I feel, but I don't know how! Somebody, HELP ME!