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Chapter One - Realisation

His delicate musk filled the room. Red rose petals fluttered endlessly around us as we approached the satin sheet bed. His arms held me close, and centred at the small of my back where he drew little circles sending tingles down my spine.

His mouth lingered softly on mine before pressing his sensitive lips to my cheeks.

"Don't be afraid." He whispered lovingly in my ear before bringing his hands to my thighs, lifting my sundress up inch by inch. He swiftly threw it over my head and reached behind him, picking up a petal and caressing my smooth skin with it.

His hands were like molten lava, so warm, so soft, the feeling of safety encircled me and I allowed myself to get lost in the moment.

"I'm not." I replied, my voice still shaky, I didn't know why quite yet. He was wearing a blue cotton robe and my hands found their way to tug at the drawstring holding it together, I didn't want to look just yet so I kept my eyes up, staring into his liquid chocolate.

I let the robe fall to the floor, exposing his muscles, every muscle. I stood there stark naked in front of him and I didn't have a care in the world.

"Make love to me." I whispered. He brought his hands to my breasts and began to knead softly. I couldn't help but let a soft whimper escape my lips, his hands on my bare flesh was so pleasurable, so desirable, I wanted more.

He picked me up slowly and gently before setting me on the satin sheets, his body hovered above my own and his lips lingered near mine before finally speaking.

"I love you." He whispered into my mouth, I tasted his warm breath on my tongue and felt the vibration of his chest as he breathed in and out.

Buzz. Buzz.

No, I'm not awake yet!

As he breathed in and out, as he breathed in and out, as he breathed in and out.

With an audible sigh I finally gave in and opened my eyes, feeling the utter disappointment once again of an open ended dream.

Waking up was the worst part of a Saturday, but I knew it was inevitable, I had to wake up sometime, and now was a good time, I was starving, I thought maybe I should go hunting today but then decide to stay in, today I was going to relax. I'd been thinking about Jake a lot, his bronze skin and muscular arms, the pure, animalistic heat that radiated off his skin, the smooth lines of his pecks, and the way he was always so protective and loving... I just wanted to know what it was like to be held in his arms, so passionately that--

"NO! Ness stop!" I can't risk thinking these thoughts, Dad is in the house, I don't know what I'd do if he'd have caught what I was thinking. I forced myself to get out bed to get on with my daily routine, Y'know... brush, shower and get dressed. Even though I had tried so hard to push him out of my mind, he somehow kept crawling back and when he came into my mind, I just felt this overwhelming feeling...something like love.

"Nessie..." Mom called, bringing me out of my stupor...breakfast must be ready. I noticed that I was absolutely starving, good thing my mother was a human before, I love her food, she always knew how to make the best meals. I hurried with my clothes, today I decided to wear my sweat pants and a singlet, it's not like I had plans and today was my relaxing day. Actually, I doubt I have the energy to get up.

"Coming..." I called back, I put a little foundation on, Aunt Alice had bought it for me secretly, Mom didn't like it when I wore foundation, she said my skin was already "perfect". I just wanted to look good in case Jake came over which is a highly likely since he's here almost everyday. Oh no, There I go again...Thinking about him.

As I opened the door, I got a hit with a whiff of bacon, cheese and eggs, my Mom was truly the most awesome person ever. I also got something else, a musky, woodsy aroma, and I couldn't help but breathe in deeply, the overwhelming feeling filling inside me.

Jake was here.

I ducked back into my room and slowly shut the door, smiling as the butterflies assaulted my stomach, I didn't tell Jake about my transition from seeing him as my best friend to seeing him as something more. What was I meant to say to him "Hi Jake, I think I'm ready to be your girlfriend now"? God that sounds stupid. Well I guess the only thing to do is wing it.

The butterflies started moving faster as my heart rate stepped up a notch, I slowly opened the door only to find my mind reader of a dad standing outside, tapping his foot against the found and giving me a guilty look. I automatically felt like I was found taking a cookie from the cookie jar.

"Wow...uh, Dad, you gave me quite the shock" Well it was true, even though that wasn't the reason my heart was beating so fast.

"Nessie, are you sure you're ready to do this?" His expression changed from guilty to sincere, I hated when he did this, got all mushy with me then started reading my thoughts, getting the information I would never say out loud. The way he just intruded my thoughts made me feel like I couldn't hide anything, like my whole existence was revealed to him. I hated it.

"Dad, I've been giving this a lot of thought, and I think I'm ready, I mean I'm at the physical and mental age of a nineteen year old, you don't need to worry about me" I smiled at him, and felt my hunger grow as I caught another whiff of breakfast downstairs. "I'm super hungry.. Can I eat now?" I gave out a shy laugh and smiled at him, I hoped that he couldn't sense how nervous I was, or maybe he took my rapid heart rate as a sign of hunger, then again my dad wasn't stupid. It's not so great when you have two super smart vampire parents, and one that can read your mind.

Chapters will get longer, don't worry, and bare with me as you go through the first chapters, I will get better :P
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