- Such a strong, yet ... She has only a month ...
Words of nurse burned my heart with hot iron. I did not know what to do to save you.
Then come running to school seemed the only option. Maybe it all will be a bad dream? In fact, you're still sitting in yours favorite chair in the room of "Rappappa" and waiting for me to go and smear next portion of the students of "Yabakune" to the pavement .
- Yuko - san!
The rest was in a fog, because you were not there. Muddy veil clouded my eyes, tears ran down my cheeks, and in the mind there was only one question: "Why?"
I walked slowly back to the hospital, knowing that in the end, you'll come back.
You returned only when it got dark and the black sky began to show the first stars.
- Where have you been?
- Sorry, I ... - what, did not expect to see me? - Oh, it's you, Sado. I forgot something there, can you...
Your phrase were interrupted by slap. It was the last straw, the last fragment of my heart. Could not resist.
- I'm sorry, - I said it out loud.
Could not stand. Fled. I could not see your face.
But I came back tonight. I always do it since the day when you are admitted to the hospital. Take off my boots, so heels couldn't chattering and did not wake you. I sit on the windowsill and guarding your peace. You sometimes talk in your sleep, which is usually something like "Maji...", "Rappappa..." But today I heard something else. You said:
- Sado... I'm sorry... I love... you... - so vague, but it is understandable. You think you are guilty.
But actually this is my fault. I did not notice your condition. I bring bad news from school. I did not manage.
Because without you I am nothing. Zero. Worthless.
But, all the same, no matter what happens, I will continue to come to your at night, to protect you, to correct your blanket. When you wake up and ask, "How long have you been here?" I'll answer that I just came. And then I'll come to you and say:
- Do not worry about anything. Just know that I love you...