Ch. 1 : After The Shot

"The sun is the mother of all."

I'm always the sun to the love of my life. However, I feel like she was my sun as well. Maybe it's because I felt warm when she smiles and when she's not, the warmth and shining light is gone. Which is why what I did is what I did. I want her smile to last long and most importantly, I want her t stay and come bak to me.

Sadly, I couldn't see her one last time, but felt her sadness that I'm never coming back. Please Rika, my love, please smile forever. Please look at the sun, know that I am still with you and love you forever, I thought to myself as I bled to death. Please don't cry... Please smile... please... Rika... Farewell.

"Ow..." I woke up on something soft like a bed. I hear beeping and footsteps. My eyes are still no longer in use so it's hard to know where I am. Could I be at a hospital? Does that mean I'm still alive? My head and chest hurts as I trued to get up. Then I heard a familiar voice, "Jihyun! You're still hurt so don't move." Jumin Han my friend. Or at least I think he's still my friend. I don't deserve his friendship after what I did.

"Ow... Jumin... Where am I?" I asked him.

"In the hospital being treated. Thank God that you survived. Do you know how angry I am that you got yourself shot?" He said with disappointment.

"Rika... Where's Rika? What happened to Saeran and everyone at-" the pain hurts so much that I could barely talk.

"After all what just happened, you still concerned about that woman who used you and abused you? Even the man who shot you? Do you have any idea how much trouble and pain you put yourself in? Do you not know how much pain I am?" He said with more disappointment and anger.

"Jumin..." Tears run down on my face, "I'm sorry that I hurt you and ruined our friendship. I don't deserve anther chance for what I did to RFA and I am truly deeply sorry..."

He sighs and said, "Rika is back at your place with Yoosung with my security guards watching her for now. Saeran, Lu- I mean Saeyoung's twin brother, is also in the hospital taking treatment along with the others. They will all be taken to prison after they're treatment is over."

"Jumin..."

"Yes?"

"Please don't do this to Rika and Saeran." I asked, "Let Rika and Saeran go. Saaeyoung missed and loved his brother for so long. We separated them and betrayed them so please let his brother continue the treatment and be with his brother in peace." I begged him. I can tell that he's considering, but I know he still has a heart. He should know how Saeyoung was deeply hurt he is. So he needs to do this for him.

"As for Rika?" He said with a sigh.

"Please let her live her life happily and-" I cut myself off again. And what? I thought. Would she be happy that I'm alive and be my Rika again? Or would be go back to doing her old ways? Maybe she's right that I didn't gave her enough love and attention. Maybe I'm not her sun. Maybe I'm the one who turns people cold.

What would I have to do to make Rika still happy, warm, and full of love again.

I continued to think while my body is still in pain, but a few seconds later I finally figured it out. Jumin was waiting for me to finished my sentence. "And what?" He said. I take a breath in and let it out and finally said the words that I 'll soon regret, but know it's for the best, "Don't tell her and everyone that I'm alive." Slients went in the air.