Betrayal
This is a lil' fic I wrote during a lil bout of anger at a certain person dat I really do wish was never a person dat I ever knew.
Disclaimer- I do not under any circumstances, own Harry Potter. it legally belongs to J.K. Rowling, Warner Bros, and any other ppl who claim ownership of the book. So don't sue!!!!
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One-shot
I am not perfect so why do insist that I should be?
I am still just a child so why do think that I am now an adult?
I do not know the answers to the mysteries of life so why do you look to me for the answers?
I am now emotionless because of you.
I am now completely alone because of you.
I am now cold because of you.
The fact that you change your moods when you're around me continually makes me wish I never knew you.
That I wish that I never considered you family since all you do now is kill me from the inside.
Don't you see? You're killing me so slowly…so agonizingly…so torturously that I wish I was dead; that I wish that I never knew life; that I never knew rationality.
It is because of you that I don't know who I am any more. That I wish for chaos instead of peace. That I wish for death instead of life. That I wish for something better than what I have right now.
Don't you see that you're killing me? For the scars that I have now will set me against you for the rest of my life and beyond; so that I shall never trust another again; so that I shall never see what you see.
You are the cause of my pain; my suffering; my hate for humanity.
I don't care anymore. Kill me. Kiss me. Torture me. Rape me.
You can drive me to the depths of insanity and I shall not react to that. I shall become nothing more than a statue because of your idiocy; your insensitivity; your betrayal.
I now do not care for what happens to the world. Let Him destroy the lands and unleash chaos and darkness upon the world. I do not care.
Should I see your lifeless eyes on the battle field…I shall smile an empty smile because I do not care whether you're in 'Heaven' or in 'Hell'……because you have lost this war……………and your 'Golden Boy'.
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……………………………as you can see…I was, and still am, currently in a very angst-y mood so plz 4give me if u don't lyk this fic. It's currently da only kinda release I got. Cya.