sorry for the long...long long long wait. computer got a virus AGAIN and when finally i got rid of it and was about to start a story my computer got another. it suxs D'X anyway, still working on some of the stories. will take awhile, things are on pause, will try to get my stories done that aren't now before the next virus but this 1 'cause itll take awhile.
change the title from 'the dying rose' to 'the rose of freedom'. and i changed many things and courtney, the main character, doesnt have a disease but something else. MORE FUN. got ideas after reading the hunger games. read it if ya havent, its amazing.
any way, hope you LOVE this, cause i am gonna have fun writing this. will be more than 1 chapter, maybe more than 1 season.
(sorry if there are some words not spelled correctly. since my dad had to restart the computer up we no longer have microsoft. im using notebook and there's no spelling check. will try to update this quick as i can. no promises there though :( )
~Cet
The Rose of Freedom By. ArtisticCET77 Season 1 (maybe more seasons)
Chapter 1: Black Hole "I would rather choose to foget things, but sometimes you don't have that choice."
-ArtisticCET77
Silence, darkness, it haunts me. Taunting me, reminding me that I''m helpless. Sometimes I feel pain, sometimes I hear voices, but they all disappear and blend with the darkness. I hate its tauntuings. I'll admit, I feel scare and confuse. What the hell is going on?
I'm trying to move but it's useless. Waking up is next to impossible. It's like I'm living a nightmare. No where to go, nowhere to hide. Where ever I am, the darkness here will continue to mock me.
I get cold a bit, warm, alright. But it's true, I'm feeling helpless. I can do nothing but stay in the darkness as it laughs silently in my face. As the minutes, hours, days, maybe even weeks pass by, I do not know when the nightmare ends.
But I stand here, trying to fight it to keep my head up high. Yet the darkness makes me want to lower it to hide my face in my arms and cry.
Suddenly I feel something. If I had to guess, I think it was a hand touching my forehead. The touch also brings some pain. But the touch and the pain is gone, and I may be alone again.
My eyelids start to twitch a bit sometime later. I start to see a light, yet the brightness seems unbearable. Yet it doesn't hold me back as I long for getting out of the darkness that mocks me, this black hole seems to finally have an ending, a bottom now.
It takes awhile before I got everything in focus. And the white walls are not helping me with the pain of the sudden pain starts to go down a bit, so I take the time to look what's in the room with me. I'm laying in a white bed. There's not much in the room. It has a desk or two made of metal, a big metal door, no window, only a light bulb that provides the only light here, a red button near the door, and I'm the only person in here. I can't make up my mind if the room is truely chilly, or it's just me.
The door opens up, and it does no good to me as more brightness comes my way. I shut my eyes for awhile and open them up again.
Blue.
A fox.
What a weird color for a fox.
A female.
Wearing what a nurse would be wearing.
With a nametag that says her name.
Nurse McCloud.
She comes to me as she notice me looking at her, she looked a bit worried. "Are you okay?" She asks me sweetly. But I think the fact that I'm in a hospital bed, with wounds wrapped up, and I've been out for who knows how long answers that answer. But my throat is to dry and it hurts to try to talk and to try to answer her in a sweet way. It seems to be hard to be mean to her, because her voice seems calm and nice.
It's like she read my mind and quickly goes a cross the room to grab a cup of water. She brings it to me and helps me sit up abit to drink it. Still, it was painful to gulp it down my throat and to be sitting up to be doing that. As she sets me down I felt calm, but when she turns away, not focusing of how much pain that may come my way, I reach my hand out grab her coat. She turns to me and it stops her in her tracks. I have her attention, and she looks abit confuse.
"Please don't go." I barely got out in my raspy voice.
She comes to me and kneels down. Obeying my little order. She begins asking me questions.
"Do you know where you are?" I shake my head no.
"Your in space on a huge ship. It has familys, soldiers, people in high commands, and such sorts.
"Do you know what happend?" I reply with no again.
"I'll tell you later when you in a bit better state." I accept that without argument.
"Is there anything you want to ask me?"
I stop and stare, can't really think. You would probably come up with a bunch of questions if you were me, but in the condition I'm in. Next to impossible.
The door opens up again and it was a little more easier to take in the unbearable light. I take notice who came in. It's a brown grizzly bear. Maybe fat, or just puffy. I can tell he's a doctor, and comes to the nurse.
His name tag says, Doctor Clark.
"Krystal, why have I not gotten a message that she is awake?" He ask her. I hope I have not gotten her in trouble. "I was to but she didn't want me to." I look at him.
He's staring back at me. If I had to guess, he seems relief, calmed, but I also sense scared. Why he is feeling scared? I should be the only one feeling scare.
"I understand." He says in a calmer voice. "How is Courtney?"
I was confuse.
"I believe she's in pain. Probably confuse. But I think she can make a good recovery." I think Doctor Clark was refering to me.
Clark nods, and turns to a clipboard attach to my bed. I then garbbed the blue fox's coat and her attention came back to me. "What's wrong sweety?" Doctor Clark came quickly next to her, wondering what's wrong also.
I try to clear my thraot and I ask her.
"Who am I?"
*minutes later*
The two were ofcoarse taken a back. I didn't get an answer, but just before Doctor Clark left the room he told Nurse McCloud in exact words, "She has amnesia. All we can do is hope it won't clear off to fast."
I didn't get it. Why doesn't he want my memory to come back fast? I do got to say, all this thinking is giving me a headache.
After Krystal gives me pain medication and makes my bed a bit more comfortable, I grab her coat again before she leaves. She turns to me, and probably realizing that I had heard what Doctor Clark's words. But all she says is, "Don't worry about it sweety. You'll be alright. Now get some sleep, you still need some more." and she leaves the room, making the lights abit more darker.
As I stare up at the ceiling, afraid to go back to the dark, decide to take her words and go to sleep. Before I do, I couldn't get rid of this weird feeling, like this is going to take a long time before finding the truth at all.
taadaa!
i feel so excited, i finally got it started *squeels*
hopefully the next chapter wont take so long to do, maybe will be.
good news, im getting a baby brother!
-Cet