So here's is my latest piece of writing, GSR of course! However I will warn you now that later on it will contain self-harm and that if it's going to trigger you in anyway please stay clear alright. So yes with that out of the way do enjoy and R&R

PS- Even though I wanted them for my birthday I didn't get them..So please don't sue me

Trust

Chapter 1

"Sara it's ok"

Sara looked at Grissom surveying his face and was surprised to find that he looked concerned, not his normal emotionless expression. She shook her head and taking a deep breath, trying to steady her breathing. This is not the time to hyperventilate Sara. "No its not Griss, thats.." Grissom interrupted her, ignoring her glare. "It's alright"

"No Grissom thats exactly what its not! You never listen to me, and you have no idea what it's like to be me y'know that, not a clue!" Oh shit, this isn't going well, what the hell happened to staying calm? Grissom paused for a moment trying to think of a way to handle the situation. Sara was staring at a point just the right of his shoulder, she rarely looked anyone in the eye, but he had learnt through experience that when she concentrated on a fixed point then there was definitely a big problem either that or she trying to make sure she start crying.

"Why don't you tell me about it?"

"Tell you what? I mean how are you going to help me? It's all in the past now" Sara glanced at his face trying to gauge his reaction and whether it would be a good idea to tell him. I guess I can trust him, but what if he doesn't understand.

"Time is a great healer, however even I can see that it's still troubling you. Anyway we all know that talking about our problems is a lot better then bottling them, which is obviously what you do and have always done." Well I guess I have to tell him now..maybe if I could just buy some more time.

"I don't know if I can" She looked away, taking note of the selection of butterflies pinned inside a glass case. I wonder if they knew if they were going to die..?

Grissom hated seeing Sara like this, she looked so lost and vulnerable. He searched for the right words. " Well how about from the beginning?"

Chapter 2 on it's way soon people, and remember to R&R. X