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I don't own Card Captors k? And trust me if I did I sure as hell wouldn't
be here. And I don't own any of the songs in here
k? When I can't have you It's night time and Sakura is snuggled up with one of her dolls. Strangely Kero isn't asleep. His laying on the bed watching Sakura. Kero watches as she sqeezes the stuffed rabbit closer to her chest. "Hmph. Lucky dog." He whispers. A lock of sandy blonde hair falls into her face. Kero quietly flies up and gently brushed the lock out of her face. Even when the offending lock of hair is safely put back in it's normal place Kero doesn't move his paw. Instead he stares at it on it's place on Sakura's forehead. He brings it closer at stares at it. It was gold with small soft fur on it. It was a paw. The paw of the guardian of the Clow Cards. But it wasn't human. These paws couldn't make him human. These paws couldn't get him what he would trade his very soul for. These paws couldn't get him Sakura. He glared at the apendge and whiped his head angrily in the other direction. He remembered the first time he saw her. It was the best day of his life. Flashback(ok let me tell u that I didn't see this episode but I'll just have 2 use what I got k?) There was shaking! Kero looked around noticing he was finally awake. After hundreds of years of being put in a deep sleep he was awake! He looked up and saw that all the cards were flying out! They were leaving!. "Hey! What in Clow's name do you think you're doing! Get your paper back butts back here!!" He growled and tried to go after the cards himself. He flew up and reached some sort of wierd barrier. It was glowing a mystic gold color. He shook his head and simply flew right threw it, but it was hard. It was like trying to fly through peanutbutter! When he was finally out he noticed that all the cards were gone except windy who had gone back into her confined card. And there was a girl. She had fallen on her kneese and was looking at him terrified. He had to addmit, she was beautiful. Emerald eyes stared frightenly into his black ones and short sandy brown/blonde hair flew in her eyes. End flashback That was the first time he had seen her. Ever since then he had never left her side. He had grown in love with her. Or perhaps it was alway there, he just didn't know it. That was why he hated Syaoran. He was mean to Sakura but Kero knew that the young man had feelings for her. He remembered when the change card had made Syaoran and him switch bodies. The most fantastic day of his life! He could win Sakura now! He and Sakura could be together! He didn't want to change back, but he did. For her. Now he was back in this body. He licked his muzzle and gently took the toy away from her and replaced it with his own body. Kero nuzzled her a bit and slowly drifted off to sleep. "Aaahhhhh!!!! I'm late!! Kero get up quick!" Kero quickly found himself thrown to the floor in the rush. "Ow! Jeeze Sakura calm down." Kero wathced as the eighteen year old Sakura just ignored him as she quickly stripped off her pajamas and put on her uniform. "Easy for you to say, you don't have class in twenty minutes!" She didn't bother to put her usual pitails in, instead she just quick ran a brush through it and put on her rollar blades. Kero chased after the girl as she almost tripped down the stares and made her way for the door. Just then he noticed something. A brown paper bag with Sakura's name sqribbled on it. Kero instantly snatched it and flew off after the Clow mistress. "Sakuraaa Wait up! You forgot your lunch!" He watched her skidd to a halt and turn to face him as she quickly took the bag. "Thanks Kero" Sakura gave him a quick peck on the cheek and took off again. She didn't notice the small blush that stained the animal's face. "Better get back inside before people start staring." He grumbled. Luckily Touya and their dad were gone to work and school. He sighed as he raided the fridge and made his was up to Sakura's room with arms full of food three times his size. He sat at her window sill and began munching on his snacks. Kero then flew up to Sakura's stereo to listen to something other than his own complaing of when she was coming home. The DJ's voice came on instantly. 'And here's Brandy with "Have you ever"! Kero leaned back and silently listened. Chorus Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right Have you ever Have yo ever End Chorus He remembered all the times he's watch Syaoran help Sakura. Knowing he could never do that. Kero remembered all the times He's clutched his chest just to soothe the pain of knowing he's never be any competition for Sakura's heart. All those times he's watch her in her sleep. All the times he'd comforted her when she cried. All the dreams of her loving him. Everything he'd ever tried to win her were worth nothing in the end. Have yo ever been in love, been in love so bad and you'd do anything to make them understand have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart But you don't know what to say And you don't know where to start Chorus Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right Have you ever Have you ever End Chorus When he saw he knew they were meant to be. No matter what he or she was. She had opened the book to let him out even if she didn't know it. Fate released the cards just so he could stay near her to help her. He was her guardian! That had to mean something didn't it? He had thought that she was made for him. When ever he was doubtful all he had to do was look into her emeral eyes and it would be gone. He had used his duty as guardian of the cards just to stay with her. But know she knew everything, the clow cards were back in there place and there was nothing left. So what was he to do now? Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life you'd do just about anything to look into their eyes Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to Only to find that one won't give their heart to you Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care Chorus Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry Have you ever needed somthing so bad you can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right Have you ever Have you ever End Chorus He would do anything to get her to stay with him. But did she want him? If she didn't he would have to leave. The heart break would be to much to bear if it didn't kill him right on the spot first. Kero didn't want to hear any of it! He didn't want to hear that she didn't love him! That he could never give her what she needed! He wouldn't listen to it! But what if she said it? What do I got to do to get you in my arms What do I got to say to get to your heart To make you understand how I need you next to me Got to get you in my world 'Cause baby I can't sleep Chorus Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry Have you ever needed somthing so bad you can't sleep at night Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right Have you ever Have you ever End Chorus The annoying DJ's voice came on again. 'Well that was Brandy everybody! Coming up next is Angel of mine by Monica!' Kero raced to he Stereo and punched the off button. "Jeeze what do they do!? Stalk ME! Next thing ya know they'll be making a soap opra about this! Sheesh." He flew back over to the window sill and began to start on the tub of icecream he brought up with him. "(Sigh) For once icecream doesn't cheer me up! Man this is like something off of the twilight zone. Wonder when Sakura's coming home." He looked at the clock and noticed that it was only 9:35. Kero growled at the digital piece of machinery and once again returned to eating his chocolate ice cream. "God can't they just like give them a half a day or something!" He flew over to Sakura's bed and stuffed himself in the large fluffy pillow. "Sakura come home." He whispered. Kero was unbelievably bored. Everything that made a sound seemed to be taughnting him! He plunged his head under the pillow and sighed. Just then Sakura's phone began to ring. "Go. Away." Came Kero's muffled reply. It rang and rang untill Kero couldn't stand it anymore. He yanked his head out from under the pillow and screamed. "WHAT IS THIS!!?? ANNOY THE CRAP OUT OF KERO DAY!!!" Suddenly the answering picked up. 'Kero this is Tomoyo. I know nobodies there so pick up!' Grumbling her flew over there and picked up the phone that was as big as him. "High you have reached Kero's hell hotline, Kero will be with you in a moment, please hold, your call is important to us." He said as he was about to put the phone down. "KEro pick this up right now!!" He growled and yanked the phone angrily to his ear. "This had better be the end of the world or else your waisting my time." Kero grumbled. "Ha ha you're a riot." She said sarcastically. "Look since Sakura won't be coming home untill later tonight-" "What'dya mean later tonight!" Kero screamed. "She's going to the baseball game remember? She may be eighteen but she still likes the game" "And she didn't think to take yours truely because.......!" "Kero. You know how competitive you get at games.." Tomoyo said exasperated. "Hey just because I show a little school spirit doesn't make me a compititive maniac!" "Kero you threw your hotdog at the other team's batter." "Yeah and your damn lucky I didn't through my soka and popcorn too!" "Yeah you couldn't because you ate it all!" "I could have if I wanted to!"Kero yelled back. Tomoyo rolled her eyes. "Look I just wanted to know if you could see if she had the homework for today in her room." "I didn't see anything, why don't you ask her at the game you refused to invite me to." "We're gonna here this all week aren't we?" "And you just now get that? Jeeze I wonder if you invited me to the game if that would make this better, ya think?" "Kero stop doing that, its obnoxious." "More obnoxious than this?" With that Kero began smashing the phone on the table. "Kero quite that!!" "I believe our conversation is over." He said as he hung up the phone. It was getting late and Kero was bored out of his skull. Hmm maybe he could do something special for Sakura? With that idea in is head he flew down to the kitchen. "Hey I'll make her dinner! Touya's got his own apartment and Sakura's Dad is working late tonight so we'll have the entire night!" He flew down to the cabnit and took out the cook book. "Ok lets see. What to make what to make?" Kero finally decided on Sakura's favorite! Fried rice with orange ruffie. So he set to work. Six broken dishes, twenty spills, and eight burns later Kero stook infront of a table covered in red cloth with red candles in gold holders, with burnt rice and mutalated orange ruffie. But Kero was proud anyway. He flew up to her room to get some flower from her flower garden outside her window. Just as he was about to take the flower he noticed something. Sakura's closet was open to reveal a small dall in a tuxedo. He flew up to the top shelf and took a look at it."Say pal what size are you?" Ten minuts later Kero was infront of a mirror wearing a black tuxedo with a red sash around the waist. "Wow what a coincidence! its just my size!" He quickly plucked the flower from the pot and made his way out of the bedroom, but not before giving the now naked doll one last glance. "Sorry buddy but I need this more than you do." Three hours later Kero was sitting ontop on five phonebooks that he placed in his chair infront of the table. He sighed and looked at the clock. It was now ten and Sakura still wasn't home! He looked over at the beautiful table setting. The candles were now almost all melted and the food was frigid. He watched as the wax dripped onto the beautiful table cloth he had set up. Kero got up and flew tot he window. He peered out and saw no sign of Sakura. Kero frowned and opened the door as he set out to find Sakura.After a while he passed the park and he began to hear voices. "Sakura I have something to tell you." Sakura! Kero hid behind a tree and watched the two occupents. Syaoran was holding Sakura's hands and looking into her eyes. "What's the brat up to now?" Kero whispered. "I have very strong feelings for you Sakura. And maybe you have them too." He caressed her cheek and leaned down towards her face. "Though I would much rather show you than tell you." He whispered to her as he kissed her. Sakura was in to much shock to say anything. Kero's jaw hung open as he stared at the seen. His worst nightmare. THe one he had been procrastinating to face had finally cought up with him. The truth. Sakura wasn't his. He couldn't be with her. He would never be able to kiss her, hold her, give her children like every girl wanted. He didn't want to listen. He kept saying to himself that miricles happen all the time and one day one would happen for him. But that was a lie. All he had ever done was lie to himself to keep the truth at bay. Kero clinched his eyes shut as tears rolled over and shot up toward the sky. Kero flew through the forest that was behind the park. Twigs and branches scarred his tiney body as he flew his way through. He welcomed the pain though. It echoed the ones in his heart but at least these ones would heal. It was over, he couldn't go back to Sakura. He couldn't pretend he didn't love her, not even for her sake. He just couldn't pretend anymore. Couldn't pretend that he had a chance. Couldn't pretend that she loved him as anything more than a friend. Couldn't pretend that he could keep her. Couldn't pretend that he was human. With that last thought he fell to the ground with neckbreaking speed. Pain shot through his wing and he knew it was broken. Blood from the branch scratches rained down his body as he tried to get up but just collapsed to ground every time. Kero finally gave up and fell to the grund as he sobbed. His life was over. There were no such things as mericles. "Well now giving up faith already Kero?" Kero looked up as a blinding white flash appeared. Then it was gone as quickly as it had come. Replaced by a man with a long white beard. He was wearing a gold Kimono that glittered like gold. "Clow?" Kero whimpered. He nodded and smiled at the little animal. "Yes my friend." Kero yanked his head away angrily and ignored the searing pain this action caused. "What do you want?" He spate. "Simply to help my friend, simply to help." With that he raised his hand and passed it over Kero's body. Suddenly Kero felt a sensation shoot through him , but it wasn't pain. He felt his body changing as a golden glow encased his tiney body. THe light was to much for him and he closed his eyes. "You may open your eyes now Kero" He did as he was told and opened his eyes. At first he thought he was flying again. He could look down at the grsss and flowers below him. But then he remembered that his wing was broken. He scratched his head in confusion."What'd you do?" But then he realized something. What he was scratching wasn't fur. He stopped his movementand brought his paw down to look at it. Only to see that he didn't have a paw. In its place was a pale peach colored hand. Kero moved it around and flexed his newly found fingers. He got up and raced over to a nearby pond and looked at his reflection. Kero saw an eighteen year old young man with gold hair that was parted in the middle and slightly fell into his eyes.(THink about trunk's hairdo when he was younger.) and big navy blue eyes. He touched his face in awe and watched as a peice of dark golden hair fell in his eyes. He laughed as tears of pure happiness flew down his face. Kero leaped up and began to jump up and down with happines, totally forgetting that he was naked. He laughed twirling as he tried out his new legs. "Kero!" Clow's voice thundered. Kero instantly stopped twirling and looked at the older man. "This is a gift. A temporary gift. I give you one night with the one you love. One night. No more no less." Kero nodded, making more bangs fall into his eyes. Clow chuckled a bit at the young man. "But I doubt you would want to geet your beloved like this." He said referring to Kero's nakedness. Kero blushed and nodded. With a wave of CLow's hand Kero found himself wearing a black tank top with navey blued jeans and a pair of black and silver nike sneakers. He looked at his new clothes with approval but his smile soon faded. "Arigato for the gift Clow-sama but Sakura has already chosen. She chose your decendent. And why are you helping me anyway? Woudn't you want you great great great grandson to win?" CLow smiled warmly at him. "It doesn't matter what I want my friend. And how can Sakura chose if you have not given her any competition to chose from? Syaoran has made his bid, no it is your turn. So go to her." Kero smiled and took off toward Sakura's house. He reached it in record breaking time and was surprised to find the door unlocked. Like the movie seen In the sweetest dream I've pictured us together how to feel your lips on my finger tips I have to say this is even better Then I ever thought it could possibly be It's perfect it's passion it's setting me free from all of the sadness the tears that I've cried I have spent all of my life Kero walked to her room and found her talking to Tomoyo on the phone. "And he just kissed me Tomo-chan! Saying how he had feelings for me! What am I going to do?" She whimpered. Sakura had obviously not noticed that he had entered her room. Kero walked over to where she sat on her bed and gently took the phone from her. Her shocked emerald eyes met his navey blue ones. She didn't say anything and he knew that somewhere deep in the back of her mind she knew who he was. Monday night and I feel so alone I count the hours but they go so slow I know the sound of your voice can save my soul City lights and streets of gold I look out my window to the world below It moves so fast and it feels so cold and I'm all alone Don't let me die I'm losing my mind Baby just give my a sign He pulled her up by her shoulders gently and placed his forehead against hers. He kept eye contackt with her as she brought her fingers up to his lips and traced his bottom lip with her index finger. Kero gently nipped and licked her finger as he took one into his mouth. He brought his other hand up and caressed her cheeck with the back of it. With the hand that was behind her head he gently applied pressure and brought her lips to his. The kiss was passionate and it set fire to his muscular body. Chorus And now that your gone I just wanna be with you And I can't go on I wanna be with you Kero crushed her to his hard chest and deepend their kiss. He ran his hand through her hair and down to her back. He could feel her boddy shudder against his caressing touch. His tounge dance and stroked her own, giving beautiful love taps. Kero felt her hug his chest and give herself to him fully. End Chorus I can't sleep I'm up all night Through these tears I try to smile I know the touch of your hand can save my life Don't let me down Come to me now I got to be with you some how He gently played with the hem of her top and quietly asked her to lift up her arms. Sakura did as she was told and let him rid her of her pajama top. Kero was left with a whit lacey bra beckoning for his touch. He hugged her and left tiney wet kisses down her throat as he worked on her bra. It finally came undone and Kero wasted no time in ridding himself of his own shirt. He had to feel her against him. Kero brought her into a crushing hug as he ran his hand through her hair and uttered words of love and adoration in her ear. Chorus And now that you're gone I just wanna be with you And I can't go on I wanna be with you End Chorus She blushed as Kero gave her a gentle push toward the bed. He lay on top of her and looked at her with such a passion, adoration, and love in his eyes Sakura felt as if he had given her wings. "I only have one night with you Sakura. I love you so much it hurts. I just wanted to tell you that in bady that could actually have a chance with you." He whispered to her with tears in her eyes. "I don't care about bodies Kero. I love you." Kero felt as if god himself had made him his own personal miricle. He cried as he kissed her and made gentle love to her. And now that you're gone Who am I without you now And I can't go on I just wanna be with you The mornings rays sprayed across Kero's face like water. He groaned in frustration at being forced to wake up. He opened his eyes and the force hit him like a freight train. The night was over, his gift had ended. He looked over at a sleeping Sakura on his chest. Kero gently stroked her hair with his- Wait! He had a hand! And a human chest! He was still human! "What the-" Kero then saw a transeparent figure flying over him. It was Clow. "Even god cannot fight love my friend." And with that he smiled and dissapeared. Tears streamed down Kero's face as he realized that everything he had been through had done something. It had gotten him Sakura. |
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