Chapter 1

I looked up at the skies the stars were out it was the 3rd time I had been here in the space of two days I visit every time I can I still cant believe she is gone. I put the flowers done and moved the grass away from the inscription on her stone Why you? You used to be so happy what happened. I got up and wiped the tears away before walking back to my house. I got to my room and picked up my bass and started to play the same melody I've been playing since Jazzie had died. I don't know where the lyrics came from but all of a sudden I had the first verse to a song I think I'll keep this quit just now. I was about to carry on when my phone went of

"Hello," I asked

"Hey Doug It's Tom it was just to let you know that our new fashion co-ordinator will be meeting us at the interview tomorrow" Tom told me before hanging up I forgot all about the interview. I went to the bathroom and had a shower before going to my bed.

I woke up the next morning and got ready for the interview I got changed and picked up Jazzie's Favourite hat that I had. I got to the studio where I seen the guys talking to what looked like the cutest girls ever. She had long light brown hair and from what I could see blue eyes she was skinny but not to skinny it was perfect she was also dressed in a pair of light jeans and a tee-shirt. I walked over to her and it was kind of like what you see I the movies slow motion and then someone falls except it wasn't slow motion. I picked myself up and sat down.

After the interview I found her talking to Vicky and they looked like they were getting along and it reminded me of Jazzie

"Danny I'll be back in a minuet I need to go do something" I told him. I walked away it was always easy telling Danny you were going because unlike Tom or Fletch (our manager) he never asked where or why. I got to my destination it was a little park that had a couple of swings and a slide. I sat on one of the swings and thought about the song I was writing it was the best think keeping it from the guys at least until it was finished. I was about to hum along when I herd someone sit next to me. I looked over to see our fashion co-ordinator sitting next to me.

"Hey I'm Peyton" He introduced we sat talking when all of a sudden she asked if I wanted to see Blink 182 with her and we would be going as friends it was in a few months time after the tour that we were starting in a few weeks I told her that would be great.

We walked home together talking about blink 182 and other random things and I've finally realised things are starting to look up I know Jazz will always be gone but at least things are getting back to normal or as normal as can be and I know I will never be able to talk about Jazz without breaking down in tears but who knows things might change and I might get round to telling the guys about the song I am writing.

Its a bit short but oh well

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Sorry it took so long to post i had a lot of school work