I own nothing I wish I did but I don't

Hello my name is Touma seguchi, I am 30 years old, and I happen to be one of the most powerful and feared business men in all of Japan. I play keyboards in the number one band in all of Japan we are Nittle Grasper. I'm also the CEO of Japans most successful and promising record company called NG Records. I come from a rich, powerful, and did I mention very traditional family, tradition that cost me the love of my life. But all the power I have has done very little to help me protect the 2 most important people in my life. I sit here in this chare watching my best friend and former lover lay on the hospital bed so still and frail, listening to his week heart beat, and thinking on how my life has come to this point and were it all started. Well I know where it started it was so long ago when I first met Ryuichi Sakuma. 20 years it's hared to believe its ben 20 years sins I met him, one of only two people to make it into every corner of my heart. My story begins 20 years ago a story of love, pain, death, revenge, and most of all regret.

Touma 20 years ago:

I stepped out of the limo and looked up at what is supposed to be my new home ya right it's not a home, a home is a nice safe and worm plays were you come and are welcomed by a loving family and what I'm looking at is no home. My so called new home is a three story manchin cold and lonely, with no loving family waiting to welcome me home. Me and my dad just moved here from New York City to Japan you see my dad is Japanese but he went to school in NYC where he met my mom who was American. They met at school and fell in love or at leest my mom did but I know that it was just lust on my dad's part but they got married and had me and my little brother Angel. Me and Angel where born and raised in New York all are lives I'm now 10 and my brother was 6, but two months ago my mom and little brother were killed in car accident. I loved my mom and brother so much, and I know that this is mean of me to say but I wish that my dad had dyed instead of them.

Me and my dad have never gotten along; he's always trying to turn me into his perfect hair, training me to someday take over the family company. I feel like I'm nothing but a tool or maybe a business deal to him. My dad dusint even seem to care that his wife and child are dead as long as he has his first born and hair to the family company is alive. You see the only resin my dad merid my mom is that she was pregnant with me and he didn't want his parents to now or ells that mite disown him or something like that, but he never loved her he was never mean or anything and he made shore she had everything she could ever wont. My mom was the kindest woman in the world and my brother was light its self so sweet, kind, genteel and loving. I can't remember a single time in my life that my dad hugged me or Angel or even said something nice to us, he was always pointing out imperfections that we had. He always said that mom babied us too much and that wasn't his job. I miss them so much.

So hire I stand looking at a big, cold, empty manchin but never home, it's just me my nanny and the servants that will be living here. My dad is always at work he is busy as CEO and sins he just transferred to this branch of the corporation he has a lot to do ill be lucky if I see him ones a week if that and for maybe an aware or so. For the first time in my life I am actually happy about getting shipped off to some new boarding school, I'll be leaving in a week I can't wait to leave this hell howl they call a mancin.

So do you like it yes/no/maybe should I continue it or not, please R&R and let me know what you think. I'm also looking for a beta or partner to help me out with this story.