This is the sequel to my other story "New Years kiss" so if you want to understand what's going on read that first, remember flames will be laughed at.)
It's been two whole days since the kiss, and I Twister still haven't come out of my house. I know every one saw the kiss, and I know they probably think I'm a fag. Don't get me wrong it was the best kiss of my life so far and I want to kiss Otto again….a lot and do other things maybe…., but I get this insanely tight feeling in my stomach when I think about the fact that Otto Rockets lying abilities are the last persons I should doubt. It was probably just some dumb joke, or early April fools day prank. 'Joy is mine' I think dully to myself 'why can't my life be normal, and why the hell can't things ever make sense? Why can't I just know? Like how Reggie and Lars know? Oh but of coarse I can't know because that would make it too easy for me! Ugh I hate this……you know what?! This is stupid! I'm just going to go out side and if I see him I see him! Fuck just sitting around here I have a life too ya know!' So I got up grabbed my skate board and headed to Mad Town. 'But DUH he'll be at Mad Town he pretty much LIVES there…gah! I'm driving myself insane! This can't be good…' I skated into Mad Town and looked around to see if he was there 'huh no Otto…..weird he must be at the beach I guess'
With Otto
'He…I….maybe if….no, but….gah! This is stupid! I can't keep doing this to myself! Maybe if I just called him? No he probably doesn't even wanna see me, I don't blame him, and how could I have been so stupid?! How?! I don't get it! I just…..kissed him….. I kissed him then I just ran away!…..what if he hates me??!!! I could never live with myself! Never, not even a little. But he did kiss back….. That's a good sign……ugh! Why did I have to bolt right after it??? Because ima freakin' idiot! That's why! Uggghhh-this-is so-fucked up I cannot believe myself……maybe I should just go out and clear my head….yeah that sounds good. But what if I see him? Well I'm gonna have to face him sooner or later…might as well be sooner. But where the hell should I go……?
Mad Town
Twister couldn't focus he kept falling and running in to everything there was to run into. He knew the reason was Otto and he knew he couldn't do a thing about it. He decided he would try the beach…..not to surf, but to walk and think a little. But what he didn't know was that Otto was freaking out to…….more than him.
The Beach
Otto sucked, he knew he sucked, he also knew why he sucked, it was because of him, the guy he wished was right beside him laughing and goofing off like they always did……only he wished that Twister would also hold his hand and walk with him, go to movies and make out in the back while everyone else disappeared and the world became theirs…..FUCK I sound like GIRL! Ugggghhh look what he's DOING to me! "GAH!" Otto screamed as a wave knocked him down and brought him back to reality. "I gotta get outta the water before I drown" he murmured to him self. So Otto paddled as best he could back to shore went home and changed into a black wife beater and kaki "hurly" shorts with plain black "etnies" with the red "E" on the side. He thought about what to do next and finally came to a good thought. "Maybe Mad Town won't kick my ass….maybe."
Thanks for reading! ) more chapters to come, I don't know if that came out the way I wanted it to though…..I dunno my writers bloke is kicking in and driving me nuts, oh well, THE SHOW MUST GO ON! Lol I have issues.