A/N: HELLO PEOPLE!! THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL WHO REVIEWED MY POEM!! IT MEANS

SO MUCH!! AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MY FIRST REVEIWER EVER: SNOWY PEACH TSUBASA!! YAY!! YOU ROCK!! OUT LOUD!! LOL. ANYWAY...YAY!! MY FIRST REAL FANFIC POSTED!! I REGRET TO SAY YES AIZEN IS IN THIS (BOO!!) FROM NOW ON IN MY SIDE NOTES I WILL PROBABLY CALL AIZEN: HIM (YES I HATE TO SAY HIS NAME) SO IF YOU SEE HIM IN MY SIDE NOTES YOU'LL KNOW WHO I MEAN...ANYWAY ENOUGH RAMBALING HERE GOES...

PS THOUGHTS ARE ITALISIZED.


YOU NEVER REALIZE HOW MUCH YOU NEED SOMEONE, UNTIL YOU DON'T HAVE THEM ANYMORE.


White fragile snowflakes falling all around me, coming from the snowy heavens and landing on the snow covered ground, now stained with crimson liquid and in that crimson liquid lay the crumpled form of my most precious friend. Standing mockingly above that crumpled form was HIM, the one I trusted, the one I admired, the one I worked so hard to be close to, the one I valued more than my own life, my captain, my taicho: Aizen Sosuke.

As he stood there a sinister grin of pleasure and victory appeared on his features revealing the horrible intentions within his mind. All I could do was stand in horror at the sight before me, when suddenly he began to speak "My, my Hinamori-chan how you've grown, such a beautiful young woman both inside and out, too bad your mind must be stained with this horrible memory, but rest assured he was quite difficult to defeat, but that just made him all the more fun to kill!" "You know" he said, "I could make this all go away Hinamori-chan, all you have to do is help me defeat Soul Society, join me Hinamori-chan or you'll regret it just like everyone else who opposes me will, what say you? ...Hinamori."

I couldn't move, fear, sadness, anger, and guilt overcame me as I thought of what happened only minuets ago. My mind was screaming I had to say something, anything! I just had to say something. Fear, anger, sadness, and guilt were getting the best of me now, soon I wouldn't be able to speak, so with the last of my strength I shouted "NO!! I'll never join you!! I can't..." and with that I was silent, I would speak to him no more it was too painful.

"I see" he said "so Soul Society has chosen death"... he paused and walked beside that crumpled form once again and as he touched the ground a portal engulfed him, with one last glance back at me he said "Then it's death I shall deliver." and with that he was gone back to the place from whence he came. All was silent. I rushed to the crumpled form before me only to drop to my knees at the sight of his bleeding body. There I stayed starring helplessly at the body of my childhood friend, he was there no matter what, always cheering me up in his own special way when I was sad, always listening to my problems no matter how silly they were, always showing me a side of himself he never showed anyone else, always...protecting me.

I pulled his upper body onto my lap and held him tight, wishing, no hoping he would open his eyes, hoping he would say something...anything. As I was crying into his chest I noticed something...he was smiling, and not just any smile, the special smile, the one he smiled only for me. " Why?" I cried "Why did you have to protect me?" "you must have been in so much pain, yet you're smiling, as if to tell me: "It's alright I'm here, it's alright." All of a sudden your eyes flutter open, and your looking at me with glazed eyes full of love, protection, and warmth. I still can't believe my eyes when suddenly you speak " Hina...mori...I'm...sorry." with that your eyes close, I call your name but you don't answer once again I cry over you.

"Wake up...wake up, I need you!! don't leave me!! please!...please!!...please...

SHIRO-CHAN!!

A/N: WELL THERE YOU GO THE FIRST CHAPTER OF ALWAYS THERE!! YAY!!
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW WEIRD FOR ME IT WAS MAKING HIM CALL MOMO PRETTY!! AHHHHHH!! ANYWAY...I AM SOOO SORRY IF IT WAS BAD! PLEASE REVIEW IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!! CHAPTER TWO IS COMING SOON AND IT IS CALLED: NIGHTMARE KNIGHT. THANKS!!

KAZEEK