Today Was A Fairytale.
Dear Edward,
Today was a fairytale.
I never thought love could be this bright, this clear, this beautiful.
Your touch, the way you held me in your arms, are things I will take away with me, in my mind, burned.
Today was a fairytale.
When I met you, I thought there was no other man I could imagine spending the rest of my life with. And I was right. You are everything I have ever wanted, and more. I must have done something greatly amazing to deserve someone like you in this world.
Today was a fairytale.
Should I choose between you or die, it would definitely be you, with my eyes closed, without hesitation. And I did.
There are no words to describe how much you mean to me, but this is not good for me, or for you. It's killing me. I'm sick and there's nothing left for me in this world. Except you. But I'm sorry, we can't, we won't see each other anymore, I don't want to hurt you, us, more. This wasn't right.
I don't want you to suffer, please. Don't go after me, I don't want you to. The dark and cold place I'm going to is too sad and hollow for you. Please, move on, be happy. Do it for me. This is the best thing for me to do. I'm begging for your comprehension.
Today was a fairytale.
By the time you finish reading this letter, please go and look for me near the wolves land, you will smell me immediately. It was the only way for you not to know what I was going to do. I'm sorry, my love, but please remember me as your sweet Bella, I always will be that: yours. Please keep in mind how much I love you and how much I wish I could have done something, but it's not up to me. Remember,
Today was a fairytale.
Forever yours,
Isabella Marie Cullen.