Hellooooo people who might of thought I was dead...(;n;) I'M SORRY!DX

I've been very bust not owning Durarara...

So background for this is Shizuo is 22, Izaya is 21. And nothing in the manga is gonna happen^^

And yes Izaya was 16 when he got preggers

Hope you enjoy this new fic~

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Psyche smiles living a perfectly happy and fun life with his Daddy in a small Ikebukuro apartment. He was a cute little four year old, soon to be five, raven who always hung out with his uncle when he had the chance and enjoyed cake and Ootooro for every single meal. He smirks devilishly seeing a blond head on the couch and snuck around in his pjs unable to sleep full of energy as usual for him. The small raven smiles and snuck up to the sleeping beast, and had to cover his mouth to stop a few giggles escaping his throat. When he managed to stay quiet he got ready for the jump.

He bent his knees and looked at his target like a sly cat, more so kitten, and hopped up on top of his sleeping Daddy, smiling huge when he manage to get a hold of his arm and climbed up.

Shizuo woke up with a start and nearly cursed," Psyche~" He growls warningly and got a spout of giggles in return. The monster of Ikebukuro smirked, and with almost glowing coffee eyes he pulled the small raven to the couch and roared," I guess you forgot about awakening the tickle monster!" He says and attacked his little child with fingers softly tickling and earning the cutest and most treasured laughter he always loved to hear. He smiles back and laughed when he began to 'lose' to the little boy and fell back to the couch with him on his chest carefully. After the tickle fight that ensued the debt collector sighed," come on little man... Bed time was two hours ago." He says and got a pout from the little raven.

"I'm not tired..." Psyche says," I wanna play~ You away during day..."

"I have work~ I'm sorry... On Sunday I promise we can go to the park." Shizuo says and kisses Psyche's forehead." Daddy is very tired so lets get to bed."

"Okie Daddy..." Psyche says but had the 'about to cry' look on his face. He reached his arms up to be carried and rested his head against the bartender outfit his uncle always bought for his father."Can you tell me a story?" He asks when he was laid down in his kiddy bed.

"Sure." Shizuo says with a smile and went to the book shelf. "Which one?"

"About Mommy." Psyche says and sat up having spent no energy breaking out of his room and sneaking around to scare his dad.

Shizuo sighs and turns, he rubs the back of his head and looks at the toddler. "Why about Mommy?" He asks and knelt by the bed tucking the small bubble gum eyed raven into the pink themed sheets. He was careful as possible knowing that the crash would come soon and Psyche would pass out.

"Because I want to know her." Psyche says with a smile," did you love Mommy?"

"Uhh... Y-yes...and No..." Shizuo says and sighs coming up with a quick story," your mother was a beautiful raven who... who just like you loved to cause trouble for me." He says earning a smile," your mother and I never actually got along, but we had a small time where we did."

"What happened?"

Shizuo froze, he couldn't say what had happened and thought up something quick," her heart belonged else where. So..." He sighs feeling his heart race,"... she tore out mine and took something important away from me. Something just as important as you." He says trying to lighten up and kisses Psyche's head again before turning on the night light.

"Will I ever meet Mommy?" He heard the four year old ask.

"Maybe..." Shizuo says with a sigh," I'll see about going to the park on sunday." He says and turned off the main light then shut the door leaning against it head in hands.

The 22 year old sighed heavily and walked to his room next door to the child's.

He flopped onto his bed depressed.'Damn it... Izaya... Why...' He thought angrily and flipped out his phone checking for messages. He sighs again and texted the bane of his existence.

[I'm going to the park on sunday with My Son.]

He waited a bit and got a response.

[I'll steer clear. I'll be in the zoo on Monday with My Son.]

[Stay out of Ikebukuro.]

[Can't do Shizu-chan~]

He groans and threw his phone to the floor before getting undressed, and into pjs. He laid down and gripped his pillow. 'Izaya...' His caramel eyes gazed to a picture frame near his bed, and tears fought their way into his eyes. 'Fuck you.'

Morning was messy as usual. The debt collector woke up hearing crying and rushed to Psyche who had gotten lonely but couldn't reach the door handle since Shizuo put all of his books too high for him to climb on this time."How long have you been up?" The single father asks hugging the raven and picking him up checking the time.

"S-since you went to...sleep.." Psyche says," I-I couldn't reach handle..or..or books to pile to get handle..." He was very upset and cried into his father's neck. "I w-was awake all n-night b-but it hurts daddy."

"Shh...Shh...It's ok... Psyche, daddy's here..." Shizuo says walking to the kitchen, he reached for a sippy cup with one hand and quickly filled it up with juice and got out some cereal put it into a small container for Psyche. It was 8 which broke Shizuo's heart that Psyche had been crying for so long. He one handedly put a few pillows in the chair for Psyche and gently put him down with the sippy cup and cereal.

Psyche whimpered and drank his orange cup while sniffling and cried for a the whole time Shizuo cooked.

Shizuo sighs and comforted the raven more while eating his own meager breakfast remembering what Shinra had said. Shizuo had been concerned about how Psyche acted with being hyper and over emotional, and his doctor friend ran a few tests finding out that Psyche was very very much like Shizuo. The small child had bad hormone balance like his father, and it gave him hyper activity and the ability to run around without tiring for 19 hours strait, but it came with the crash of pain, sleep, and emotional destruction. He was unlike Shizuo who got mad then would be able to use his superhuman strength, Psyche would use his unnatural ability, then crash into tears, and exhaustion so deep he would feel pain.

Shizuo comforted him more and sighs," Do you still want to go out?" He asks careful to keep his voice down.

Psyche shook his head crying not even wanting to sit up. His eyes drooped and his body trembled," I-I w-wanna g-go b-b-b-but i-it hurts.." He was close to passing out and Shizuo caught him just as he fell out of his chair.

The blond carefully carried the child back to the small bed room and laid him down making sure to put all of his favorite stuffed animals around him. "I'm sorry..." The monster says and had tears in his eyes,"sleep.. we can go to the park on monday after Shinra's."

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Izaya Orihara woke up early on Monday. He looked at his night stand and saw the picture in a simple frame. The raven frowned and slammed it face down again.

'Stupid Shizu-chan.' He thought and stood stretching his back and looked over his shoulder at his bed mate that night. A soft smile formed on his face and he leaned over kissing his forehead.

"Time to get up sweetie." He says softly and ran a hand through the other's black hair before leaving the room. "I'm cooking breakfast now. If your not down in ten with your animal book you miss out on tv."

The bundle on the bed moved and a messy haired blood eyed kid peeked out. He looks at his mother and nodded," I'll be down." he says simply and crawled off the bed grabbing his teddy and walking to his room to change and get his book.

Izaya watched his son go and sighs, he sometimes wondered if he was too rough on the child but shrugged it off. Hachimenroppi was fine, better then all other children his age. The older raven walked to the kitchen and set up the booster seat and some small silverware. He walked around getting some healthy foods and cooked himself a breakfast and turned the TV onto cartoons for Roppi.

Roppi entered fully dressed in a red shirt and black jeans. He looked to his parent raising his arms to be lifted up.

Izaya smiles and picked up the toddler and strapped him into the booster seat. "Eat your veggies first if you don't like them." He says and pat the kid's head.

"Alright Mommy." Roppi answers emotionlessly and with a sigh.

"Are you excited for the zoo?" Izaya asks eating and reading the paper while on his computer looking up some humans that he was gonna stalk to the zoo.

"Yes Mommy."

"What animals do you want to see?"

Roppi was silent for a bit, then answered a bit shyly,"... the cobra." He answers and heard the papers flip to the next page.

"Why the cobra?"

"Cause it is poisonous-"

"Because, Roppi, B-E-C-A-U-S-E"

"Because it is poisonous and fast. And could kill a lot of humans." The small raven adds glancing up from his food to see if his mother reacted at all.

Izaya was staring back from over the lap top at him with sharpened eyes.

"Kill humans?" Izaya says and went back to looking at a profile on his laptop and sipped his coffee.

"I like things that kill humans." Roppi answers and ate more of his food with a small fork."... Maybe if it escaped and killed everyone...I would be able to meet daddy since he would still be alive..." He says not looking up and heard the paper stop fluttering, and the sound of the coffee gently being placed on the table.

"... True..." Izaya says softly and looked away from the computer to the child. He smiles when Roppi looked up and shut the lap top and stood," you done?"

Roppi nodded and held his book on dangerous animals to his chest. He hugged onto his Mommy when lifted up and watched as the scary lady Namie enter complaining about something in japanese too fast for him to understand.

He sat obediently while she cleaned and waited for his Mother at the front step, his shoes on already since he could do that by himself. The raven looked up at his tall mother when he came over and watched him put on a fur jacket and tuck in a few knives and phones.

"Lets go." Izaya says and held his hand walking out of the flat and down the hall.

Roppi struggled to keep up but held his book close and when Izaya let go of his hand to answer his phone, the toddler held on tightly to his jacket. He was used to his mother being so busy and hated that. He hated that his mother paid more attention to filthy annoying humans. The toddler wanted them all to go away so he could just have time to be with his mother instead of some crazy doctor and a sushi guy, or that weird blond high schooler who glared at him most of the time, and he wished Namie would be bitten by a damn cobra already.

"Ah~ Ikebukuro~" He heard his mother sing and didn't react much when he was picked up. The toddler gripped onto his mother's coat and looked at the humans with distaste."No better place in the world, ne Roppi-kun?"

"Mommy... Are we going to the zoo?" Roppi asks.

"Of course." Izaya says and smiles.

"Or are we on a job and you needed me to look less...sus..suspicious?" The toddler watched carefully for the reaction and noticed something in his mother's eyes wain.

Izaya had to admit that was a bit of an eye opener and sighs hugging the child close, and taking his eyes off the targets he was stalking. "Mommy has to do this important thing first, but afterwards we will see the cobra and all the animals in the zoo. I'll even let you play in the kiddy area."

"Ok Mommy..." Roppi's classic response. He looks away back to the people boredly and wished to go home already so he could be alone and cry. he had actually been excited to go to the zoo with his mother, but knew it had been too good to be true.

Izaya sighs and knew some of what Roppi was thinking,"... It's a promise. One hour of work, then the rest of the day is Mommy Roppi time." He says and put away his phone. He sometimes hated that he had raised his son to be so sharp, it made the toddler hard to deal with and stubborn. Plus, it made Izaya feel awful, like he'd stolen a childhood from his babies. He sighs again and carried the child to the zoo and found his targets again but now with less enthusiasm.

Roppi looked at the animals and read out the facts to his mother who wasn't even paying attention and sighs. "It's a red panda..." he says softly now, he thought maybe if he showed how smart he was he could get attention, but it didn't work. He found the animal and stared at it, and noticed it was a mommy with a baby."Ah- Mommy...Mommy, look." He says and noticed Izaya wasn't paying attention still and saw the animals walk away."...You missed it Mommy..."

Izaya noticed his target moving to the 'Do not enter' area and sighs," Hey, Roppi-ku-"

"Stay in the play area, don't go with strangers, play nice with other kids." Roppi recites and got a pat on the head.

"This will be over soon, don't worry." Izaya says with a sigh," Mommy is sorry."

"Ok Mommy..." Roppi says when he was placed down and walked into the play area. He found a spot to curl up in and whimpered. He began to cry in solitude and wanted his Mommy back already.

Izaya walked through the doors following three men. He wanted to turn back to be with Roppi but this was a big job. If he finished this he would get a nice pay check and vacation time to be with his son. He smiles at the thought of taking Roppi to an amusement park for kiddy rides and cheesy shows, and also wondered if the toddler would want to go to the aquarium to see sharks or some vicious man eaters. He sighs and knew he had stepped down his mother game for the past few months. But he was worse in regret for the fact that his career had taken off at a good, and bad time. Good since he was still young, but bad because he had a family. A family that was now torn in two, and he knew he couldn't go back until he had proven himself. 'For Shizu-chan, Roppi-Kun, and... my other son.' He thought and stepped out of the shadows to confront and stop the animal smuggling ring.

Roppi had stopped crying and was reading his book when he saw his mother exit the door. He stood and ran to him," mommy." He cries and had been scared since the park was now much less busy, almost four hours had past.

"It's ok Roppi." Izaya says with a smile," just a small fight." He says and watched as a girl entered the door then screamed before exiting. "Your mother just saved many animals today. And finished a job." Magical words that always cheered up Roppi.

"Did you kill some humans?" Roppi asks.

Izaya rolls his eyes," I will ask you one last time, don't ask that." He says and picked up a park map with a feeding schedule. "Ah~ Look. They feed the gators soon." He says and knew his son would enjoy that carnage.

Roppi smiles, his Mommy was back and he nods," lets go see." He says and giggled when Izaya skipped with him to the pit to watch.

He sat on his mother's shoulders and 'oo'd and 'ah'd at the show. He laughed when the parents jumped to cover their kid's eyes, and smiled watching the huge man eaters chomp everything, but was disappointed when the man stuck his head into the mouth of one and didn't get bit.

Izaya made sure to rush them over to see the cobra get fed, and of course made sure his son got the best view of the big cats. They staid until closing and enjoyed ice cream watching from the park at the zoo entrance as men were carried out on stretchers to ambulances. Both ravens giggled and laughed at the humans and Roppi fell asleep on the way home as Izaya carried him from Ikebukuro, both unaware of the blond who had been watching them all day.

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Red: Hope you enjoyed this! I was working on an idea for a while and this is it! And I will be updating this story as regularly as possible!

Izaya:... No you wont.

Red: I HAVE CHAPTER TWO ALREADY DONE SO SHUT UP!DX

Shizuo:...

Psyche: Please review and follow~

Roppi: I wanna go home...

Izaya: *carries Roppi with a sigh* Until next time~