This is my first Glee fic. It's a one shot of Will realizing why he kissed Shelby and him wanting to make it right with Emma. Please comment and review. Enjoy(=
Will had messed up, BAD! He broke the heart of the person he cared about most. Now, all he wanted was a second chance.
Will had known kissing Shelby was wrong. She was the VA coach and him making out with her was just as bad as Rachel going out with Jesse. That was part of the reason why he stopped it; the other reason being Emma. But why did he do it in the first place? That was the question he now asked himself everyday, even now, when he knows why. It was because of Emma.
The day before, him and her had agreed to go on their first date. That fangirl look she got in her eye made him even more excited for it.
Emma had been surprised he knew how to cook, so he had decided to go all out and completely impress her. When she arrived, Will got a good look at her.
She was dressed head to toe in yellow. The look brought back memories. She had been dressed similarly that day him and her had their talk about getting more members for glee. It still baffled him that she let him scrape that gum off her shoe. She didn't let anyone touch her.
"You look beautiful," he said in awe.
"Why thank you Will," she said with a slight blush. "Can you let me in?" she asked after about a minute of Will just standing there.
"Yes, of course," he said with a giggle.
Emma liked his place. It was small, like her own and surprisingly didn't reek of Terri.
"You are a fabulous cook Will," Emma said, admiring his mashed potatoes.
Will laughed at the complement. It was just the appetizer.
After dinner, Will popped in a movie, Armageddon. Emma didn't particularly care for the movie, too many explosions, but she didn't complain, because it appeared Will didn't have a wide variety, anyway.
It was getting late when the movie was over, so Emma decided to head out.
"Wait," Will said, heading to the stereo. "How 'bout a dance first?"
Will had the song ready. Neil Diamond had always been one of his favorite artists.
"This is the perfect song for us," he said as he held Emma close.
Emma stared up at him starry eyed as he explained the reasons why. "I love it," was her only response.
Before either one of them knew it, they were horizontal on the couch, in an intense liplock. It felt so good to both of them until Emma got a nervous thought that it might go further.
She sat up in a hurry and said, "Too much too fast, too much too fast."
Will became frantic. He didn't want what they were doing to end.
"Emma, you smell great. Your teeth are fine," he said, trying to assure her.
"You're very sweet, but it's not that. I haven't been intimate in a very, very long time," she said on the verge of tears.
"How long?" Will asked, thinking it wasn't such a big deal.
"Ever."
The news stunned him. He just sat back, trying to take the news in. Emma began to further explain, but he could barely hear her. He was filled with despair inside. Emma being a virgin completely changed things. When he got with Terri, she was already well experienced and he had never been with anyone else. He kind of didn't know how to deal with the situation. He came back to reality and saw Emma with her head down.
He instinctly tried to assure her, "Emma, it's okay." She spoke again, but it came out silent to him. He finished his thought. "I'll pop in a movie."
It wasn't okay, Will realizes now. He made out with Shelby, because he couldn't be with Emma. He didn't know how to be with her. But he is now greatful for Shelby. She helped him realize that he only wants to be with Emma. Now he just has to make Emma realize that he only wanted her as well.