AND SLOWLY SHE BECOMES DEATH:
I do not own shugo chara because, if i did it would be chaos and Amuto all the way id like to say thank you for reading. And thank you to olivia for pointing out I really really made lots of mistakes:) so I went back and fixed them
(outside pov)
She who has been haunted as a child , haunted since birth ! Able to see death and feel it all around her! Never to be normal, death is everywhere and she feels its ever lasting effects. She has known this since the small age of 8 ! Her parents being non-believers, tried getting help for her,but the
only thing is how can you help somebody who can't be helped?
Now at the age of 17, she finally learned not to utter a word about those that haunt her. She somehow makes it through school after countless sleepless nights. She knows it's only a matter of time before the wall that protects her mind breaks! Then death increases its tatics of taunting slowly climbs the stairs to her room .Lost in her thoughts, she falls on her bed. Lying there thinking of her dark world, she must stay alone yet truely never be alone. Pretending this same world that was slowly eating away at her soul doesn't exist. She drifts off to sleep , but soon after the nightmares come , waking her from her sleep following into the real world, thier voices whisper to her calling for her to pay attention to them. Faces poping in and out of view, over and over one after the other some with thier death faces twisted with smirks as she takes in there faces she knows not to stare to long, and to pay no attention if she does it will just drag her further into the dark. She grabs her ipod to drown out the sound. Closing her eyes tight knowing once again there will be no peace. Then again she expects this seeing as this is a daily routine. pulling her knees closer, gripping the blanket thats wrapped around her till her knuckles hurt. Attempting to ignore the cold, along with feelings of death. Through it all she feels there gaze watching after hours morning once again is here. She begins her morning routine of showering, dressing, and brushing her hair. Grabing her backpack, realizing once again she must try to finish her homework before class. She decides she will do so at school. Just as shes about to make her way out the door, she hears the whispering and feels the chill of death. Knowing thats her que to leave she rushes out the door. Knowing thier watching but not daring to look back. If she does they are sure to follow her, so instead she caries on walking forward. Making sure her emotionless facade is on, to keep everyone away. Knowing all to well that if she were to let anyone in it would only break her faster. She can't let anyone in ever it would end badly. If that were to ever happen again, she wouldn't be able to take the pain of rejection, the pain of losing someone who you let in, to be shuned by them, and treated as if you were crazy. If they dealt with what she had to every day they would have been insane. She held on to her sanity as best as she could. Planing to as long as she could, she didnt doubt the madness would claim her one day. However she knew untill that day, she would hold on as best as she could to her mind . slowly she makes it to her classroom and slides into her seat. Trying to ignore the murmurs from her classmates. Instead she attempts to find something to entertain her outside the window. "Class we have a new student" says the teacher. Not bothering to look at what the fuss was about. To her it was just another new kid ,who will eventually fall into a clique. students were murmuring louder and louder with each passing second. " This is Ikuto please make him feel welcome, Ikuto you can go sit by Saya, Saya please raise your hand" the teaher says. Amu didnt even bother to look over she could predict Saya's action shed raise her hand, try to bat her fake eyelashes ,and look seductive she laughed at that in her mind. Whoever Ikuto is he must be something special seeing how all the girls in class were comenting on how lucky Saya is. However Amu could care less, he was just another person who would eventually join a group, and would never once waste a second to think or even look at her. Mr,Nikaidou the teacher, had given up on trying to get Amu to pay attention long ago. She did the work and understood it well enough. Even though she never once ever payed attention. Day after day she just stared out that window. He was woried but didnt know wether to intervine or not. She didnt seem to have bruises as far as he could tell, so he didnt think she was never had he seen her show any emotion. To be honest it was a bit creepy, the way her eyes and face never gave anything away. Nikaidou decided it was time to attempt to calm down the class, attempt being the key word.
(Amu pov)
Finally the bell rang I was litterally going crazy. Hearing Saya attempt to throw herself at the new was pathetic and I litterally wanted to barf a few times.I grabed my bag and slowly made my way out of the classroom. Everyone knew not to get in my way. I decided school wasn't working for me today so I decided to just leave. Walking to the one place I could ever get peace, a garden. I had found it when I was little ,and had started taking care of it. Seeing that whoever started it seemed to have forgotten about it. For some odd reason not even ghost botherd me in this place. Sure there was one or two there but they didn't attempt to bother me, or try to scare watering the flowers I sat against the tree and decided to try to get some sleep. Anyone who saw me would be able to tell I was sleep deprived. Hell! I practically looked like one of the dead myself. My skin was always pale but now it was sickly pale. I was always thin but as of lately, I had been to ocupied trying to get through the day that I hadnt eaten properly in a few eyes had dark circles around them, a big contrast to my pale skin. My honey golden eyes could bearly keep open. My bublegum pink waist length hair was now dull. I needed sleep, food and, a nice shower. A long break from ghost and the dead would be nice, but I doubted that would happen.
(outer pov)
Slowly she drifted into a peacefull dreamless sleep. For the first time in a few months she slept without the nightmares or disturbing taunting ghost.
TIME SKIP-
(Amu pov)
Slowly my eyes opend as I yawned, and stretched .Looking around I realized it was pretty late and I should head home. Glanceing at my watch 9:53 pm my eyes widend but only for a split second. compossing myself I begin to make my way home. All along the way spoting the dead following me. Ignoring them knowing theyd stick to her if I didnt. However when they started grabbing at my hair, shouting, and snarling I took off running. I ran without looking where I was going, bumping into a few people along the way. Not stoping not once, if I did then they would catch up to me. Not that I could ever trully escape them, afterall a number of them stayed in my house. Sleeping untill they felt it time to awake, and drive her I recognized MY street, I made a left and kept on running till I was at the door. Only pausing to fiddle the key into the lock then slaming the door and locking it. Turning ready to take off running upstairs, when I bumped into my father. He looked angry, then I mentally slapped myself of course hes mad I didnt call and tell him I was ok . Making sure my bangs coverd my eyes, I waited for his instead he just shook his head and walked off somwhere, probally of to his studdy room. Sighing I continued up the stairs. When I opend the door,I heard them laughing ignoring them I grabed her pajamas. Then ran to the bathroom and begin to scub at my skin. The hot water from the shower nearly burning hott turning my skin red. After finishing I steped out. The bathroom was full of steam. While drying of and dressing, I felt the icy coldness of death pressed against my neck. Trying to get out of the bathroom I felt death begin to tighten its grip on my neck. Chocking of my air supply. Desperatly I tried to get a grasp on something anything to get away from them. Just as I had given up and was about to pass out, the grip and coldness left. Gasping for air, I glanced in the mirror. Only to see in there place was now a decoration od black and blue finger prints. Great another mark to have to cover. Father wouldnt believe it was a ghost he'd think I did it. He always does when ever they hurt me. The whole ghost cant harm you thing is a lie, they can harm you if your aware of them. Also they can if there demons, they also can drive you mad enough to kill yourself. Since they can harm you pretty bad, but cant kill you directly. Instead they drive you crazzy till you wish to die.I slowly made my way to my bed, laying down and pulling the covers up. My stomach growled, once again I was skipping out on eating. Feeling the pain I curled up on my side. Praying they would leave me alone tonight.I drifted off into a sleep.
WELL THATS ALL FOR THIS CHAPTER YA NO AMUTO YET BUT I MEAN HE BEARLY GOT TO THE SCHOOL AND YA SO IT'S NOT LIKE HES GONNA JUST GET THERE AND BE OH SHES HOTT! I LOVE YOU! AND THEN AMU WOULD BE LIKE NO YOUR A PERVERTED CAT HENTAI COSPLAY! AND THEN HED BE YOU KNOW YOU LIKE IT. AND SHED BE SOO... TRUE. I MEAN OH DARN... O WELL LETS GO HAVE SEX BEHIND A TREE . SO YA LOLS ALSO I BET YOU THOUGHT I WAS GONNA MAKE HIM SIT NEXT TO HER RIGHT? RIGHT? AM I RIGHT? I THOUGHT IT BE BEST TO CHANGE IT UP A BIT LOLS.
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