Fat like me
She wasn't fat
"Shar! This makes me look fat!"
She wasn't ugly
"Ugh. I need make-up.NOW!"
and she wasn't stupid.
" God. I can NEVER GET THIS! I'M SO STUPID!"
She's hiding something.
"Gabi? Is that you?"
But what is it?
"Dude, are you gonna eat?"
Can someone help her before its too late?
"I've never seen this bad of a case…."
Or will she push everyone away?
"You'll never know! You'll never know what its like to be fat like me!"
The mirror says I'm lying. I'm not as pretty as I think. I'm one big monster. A useless monster. I always felt so fat. Food was my enemy. What nourishes me, also destroys me. I am starved and curveless. I am skin and bones. My fingers are cold to the touch, and my hair has lost its beauty. My eyes, once opening and happy, are dull brown. My heart beats faster than normal. My mind races.
I'm not your average teenage girl. I have a problem. A big one. It has nearly killed me. It has made me weak. I cannot trust myself. I can't believe what I have become. It goes deep. Deeper than I will ever imagine.
But I ask you would you find it in your heart to make this go away and let me rest in pieces? I just need help. I need those three words. I'll stop once I've heard them. And know they're true. But may I ask, Is it so hard to tell the truth? Do not lie. Do not have pity for me. I want the truth. I need the truth. I don't care if it will break my already weakened heart. I need the truth.
The truth is that I'm fat. That I'm not pretty. My mind tells me everyday. My mirror shows me everyday. I hear it everyday. For this is the truth I've been longing to hear. I am not prefect. I'm far from it. You have a choice to make, do you want to be "Normal" and overweight like the rest of the world? Or do you want to be unique and be that girl every overweight person wants to be? I want to be that super skinny, pretty girl everyone wants to be.
"I'm Gabriella Montez and this is my story."
AN: Ok. I said I was going to update I'll cover you. I lied. Something that came to thought. Don't know if it will stick around or not. But I don't know. Enjoy.