My junior year just got better and better. It is four months until summer vacation. This month has been the worst. My mom died last week and my father died when I was two so I have no parents. I left my sister to move away from quiet Teaneck to small, quiet, secluded Forks. After the burial I got on a plane and moved in with my aunt that gave up on Florida men and moved to Forks a year ago. I move to get away from the people who felt bad for me. God I hate that. When people feel bad for me it just makes me feel worse for not showing any emotion. I like to keep my damaged side from people because then they feel bad for me and I don't want that. That is why I am moving. The whole plane ride to Forks I was numb like usual. I hadn't shown any emotion from the time I found out about her death until I was alone. I don't like people to see me cry.

When I had landed I was surprised to see my aunt standing there like see was my mom ready to pick me up. This made me a little sad. They way her arms were held out, ready to hug me reminded me so much of my mother. I wanted to cry but instead I ran into her embrace and thanked her for letting me stay.

"Izzy it is no big deal. I am so lonely up in that little house of mine. I am ecstatic to have you here," said Scarlet, my aunt.
"Well I am sure glad to get far away from the morning relatives. Marie tried to boss me into staying in a place I couldn't stand."

Flashback

"Elizabeth Estella Perez, I forbid you from leaving!"
"Marie, you have no control over what I do!"
"I think I should considering I am your mother's sister."
"Marie, before my mother died she told use that if anything happened to her that we were old enough to decide what was best for us. She also said I got her jewelry and other things I wanted of hers and Bree got the house. Now Marie, I am leaving to move to Forks because staying here is just depressing me to the point where I will soon be emotionally unstable. The Meds will discover I also have Insectopobia and send me to an asylum for two problems. I am leaving for my own good. So like my mom said I am choosing what I should do." I spit at her feet disgusted at the fact that even when my mother was dead she would feel the need to boss me and my sister, Breese but everyone called her "Bree", around. "I AM DISGUSTED IN YOU, MARIE! YOU BOSS ME AND BREE AROUND LIKE YOUR OWN DAUGHTERS, BEFORE MY MOM DIED, AND YOUR DAUGHTER, ESTER, IS GETTING DRUNK AND HIGH AND ARRESTED. MAYBE YOU SHOULD PAY ATTENTION TO HER INSTEAD OF ME AND BREE!" I walked out the door as Marie stared shocked at my words.

End of Flashback

"Don't mind Marie. She's just jealous that your mom got the perfect children."

I laughed at the words perfect children but it was kind of true compared to her brother and sister's children we were angels. The whole way to my new home was quiet. When I got to the house Sessy, my nickname for my aunt since I was little (I couldn't pronounce Scarlet so I called her Sessy), showed me my room. I unpacked, turned on the ipod radio, and fell asleep crying listening to songs that I put under the category 'Crying'.

When I wok up I wanted to kill myself. It was my first day of a school. I got up and did my hair and make-up. When I was satisfied of the results I went to my closet to choose a shirt. I chose a low-cut gray tee shirt and put on a black mini-vest over it. I went over to my dresser and chose a pair of black skin tight jeans. Erika would be proud of the out fit I chose. She'd probable start her E-Babble, what I called her continuous talking, by how hot I looked. Before I left she made sure I wore this the first day. I ran down the stairs and found a letter on the refrigerator saying that Sessy was gone and would be home late. I grabbed a granola bar and a glass of orange juice. I looked up at the clock and saw that if I didn't leave soon I would be late so I swallowed the granola bar whole and chugged the juice. I brushed my teeth and saw an envelope on the front door. It had keys in side and a letter.

Dear Izzy,

I forgot to tell you I bought you a car. It's parked out front. Good luck on your first day of school at Forks High!

Love ya,
Sessy ; )

Sessy you are the bomb I yell in my head. I opened the door to see a Jeep that looked like it was old when my grandpa was born. It looked sturdy and hell it was better than walking to school. I got in the jeep, turned it on, and blasted the heater. Why was it so cool in Forks? I am going to have to go shopping for better clothes. I had found the school pretty easy and made it on time. I even had extra time to go to the office and pick up my stuff. Here I go! A whole new life in a whole new school. YAY!! Not!