{A/N: I own none of Avatar: The last airbender, nor the characters, only my ocs and that's it; thanks for reading, and reviews are gladly welcomed*}
`My name is none of your concern right now, for you shall learn more about this later. All I will tell you is that I grew up in an odd world of destruction and war. My Mother was taken prisoner of the Fire Nation for doing so-called 'high treason'. My Father...he was King of the Earth Nation and did nothing to help me, nor my Mother. He stayed in his nation and did nothing but construct battles. This is one thing you shall learn of me now. My mother was born in the Fire Nation and grew to be a Fire Bender but my Father is an Earth Bender. They call me names...children and adults, whispering it among each other...they think I can not hear them gossiping about me but I can hear them quite well to be honest. The names they call me...How I loathe 'them'...
Half breed. Dirty blood. Mixed Cat.
I ignore them though when I can. But sometimes I just can't help myself...and lose a little control but I do stop...if I can that is. I have so much rage and anger within me but my girlish features and qualities shift every so often, almost blurring together. I don't know exactly what will happen tomorrow or the day after that, but what I do know…is that in the end, there will be causalities and consequences, just as there will happiness and calmness. I do not want to be the way I am, I wish that I could be different…or maybe I just don't want to be deep down inside. As a child, I grew up basically with a group of children but I lived with only a few. Among those were: Princess Azula and Prince Zuko.
Yes, as you've realized, and hopefully you have by now...I grew up in the Fire Nation.Fire Lord Ozai treated me as one of his own, which he barely treated graciously at all though. I believed, of course, that he favored the Princess more though. He compared and contrasted her and I quite allot though, we were what you could call friends...if Azula could understand the bond of friendship at all. Even once though, The Fire Lord told me, that I might even be more powerful then Azula, the girl he doted on and believed to be born lucky and that Zuko was lucky to be born. How could he treat his son like that? And his daughter as if she was a mere medal from a great battle and needed to be polished every so often? Hmm.
Then there was Yuki. Dear, innocent, sweet and determined Yuki. I knew she was a meek girl when I first met her. Shy and cautious of things around her. I learned later though of what happen to her Mother...apparently, Yuki's...Father thought her Mother was quite...pretty. He did a very disgusting crime to her, something that dares not repeating now. But I, at first, I did not like her at all, she distracted Zuko and how dare she take one of my best friends away like that...but then slowly, I oddly yet quickly enough became friends with the girl, after all the hating and tension that rose in between of course.
There were many other friends though too that I gained throughout the years. But none as more of my special little Gang of friends. Zuko, Azula, Ty Lee, Mai and dear Yuki. Unless you oddly enough happen to count Zuko and Azula's Uncle Iroh though. Then yes, he'd be on the little list too. But now I have even more friends. Their names are:Aang; Sokka (wow, he made the list, oh well); Katarra; Haku; Appa and Momo (they are so clever and adorable); and many others too that I could not really tell at this moment but don't worry, you shall see them all...hopefully all of them throughout my story that I will be telling to you.
I never really fit in at places, yes that must sound dreadfully annoying to hear as I know most people probably haven't had the best life thanks to the fire nation, I don't want to sound arrogant but it's the truth. I mean I've stayed in the fire nation only because of certain people, and it was expected of me--being my mother was still originally from the fire nation...a fire nation lady, which was what I was to be because it was expected as said, so I wouldn't be weak...to have a better life, like Yuki was expected to do the same. It was frustrating, it made me angry at myself that I wouldn't break away, that I stayed and became what made me sick to my stomach. I was used, and manipulated--I was just another pawn in the game, and I nearly lost myself during it.
Living in the fire nation has its certain perks at times, but it just makes you ignore what's going on around you, so you won't hear the tragic stories, of the consquences of particular choices. How people were being banished and judged, just because one small mistake, this distracted you from that...even if it was just for a little while, it made me happy, but sometimes you can't always ignore what happens all around, you have to face it, and I never wanted to do that. So, I stayed in the fire nation as said, I grew up there--even when I knew that it wouldn't end well.
My parents were earth nation royalty as many have called them that, but then my Uncle was put in place as the new Earth King, during my dad's absence. My dad was never…the best person in the world but deep down I think he tried, but he just didn't make it that far. My mom was a very kind and generous woman, who did not deserve what the fire lord charged her with, false accusations and deceiving so-called witnesses who had the nerve to claim that my mom was a liar and had committed the most severe of crimes against the fire nation. That was a lie. And everyone knew it, but they didn't seem to care. Not. One. Little. Bit. I know I've done terrible things, things that should probably never be forgiven, especially what I've done to my brother--…but now? I am not going to stand on the side-lines and watch my friends and family be hurt again, I will not let this continue…I won't be the out-cast anymore; I won't be used this time, never again, not like before.
For you see, I am Princess Kiobi Sensishai (people usually just call me: Kiki) of The Earth Nation; Ex-Apprentice of the Fire-Lord Ozai and Friend to the Avatar, as to others too. Nice to meet you.