Nightmare
I felt as if my whole world was nothing. Nothing mattered anymore. The saddness overtook me everyday rotting my insides out. I was so empty numb I could barley feel myself. I forced myself to go forward everyday most of the time just thinking if it's even worth it living in pain all the time every moment.
My baby was dead. I burst into tears yet it felt I had not moved I sm suddenley there. Right by a cliff side. It looked far enough down to kill a person. I stepped by the crumpling edge of it. And stare. I new what I had to do I could'nt just llive like this for the rest of my life getting help would do nothing. So what was it worth here was my chance standing right in front of my face.
If I did this maybe I would get to see her again that shot a sparke of hope through me. I could'nt wait any longer I looked out one last time out into the open... Then closed my eyes and jumped.
I leap out of bed drenched in sweat. I think about what just happend I ran over to my baby girl's crib and saw her cute face looking so peaceful as she slept. I swooped her up into my arms and felt her warmth againest my body. I thought about the dream the horrible thing that happend I started sobbing hoping nothing like would ever happen. But she was there iin my arms with me.
I calmed my crying her being with me hearing her steady breathing. I loved her so much I could'nt explain in words...