A pink haired guy was lying down on the ground and his back rested on the tree, his bangs covered his half face as the sweat dropping from his face, his breath is getting faster and faster, his body's right side full of blood because of his hand. His hand was cut from the shoulder taking away his guild mark. The pain was unbearable, he was panting and gasping for breath, begging for the pain to leave. But, it didn't want this pain makes you feel like in hell, it aches more and more the time get longer.

Natsu after a war with mages from a dark guild alone without any of his nakama. He walked and walked away from the battlefield and stopped in the forest near the dark guild. He had a lot o injuries in his sore body. He felt he was going to die, but he wanted to at least to see his friends for the last time. Even though, he had some problem with them.

He lied down on the grass holding his right shoulder with his hand, squeezing hard to stop the pain, the cloth he was carrying to wipe the blood away from his shoulder which was covered by the blood and there was no place without blood on it.

Natsu lost consciousness and his hand fell to the ground and the blood covered the grass. His breath was still faster as if he was begging for someone to come and save him.

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'… I think I heard some noise from over here' a girl with short black hair tied to the back came exploring the place, she was wearing a white kimono and she was walking between trees in the same forest Natsu was on, when she heard the noise from her village, she decided to come and see what had happened. She arrived the place Natsu was lying in. she was surprised of the blood view and his body which was full of blood and buries, she hurried to him to see if he is still alive.

"Ne, you still alive?" she moved his body up to rest his back on the tree. She found him gasping and breathing hard. "Thanks God, he is still alive" she said carrying him on her shoulder.

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The blonde Lucy was sitting at the bar sinking in deep thoughts staring at the table not paying attention to the other who was fighting behind her and making noise. "Sinking in deep thoughts, aren't you?" the barmaid Mirajane snapped her out of her thoughts catching her attention "Mira-san" she said looking at the white haired mage, Mira smiled weakly at her. Lucy looked down, sweat dropped as she buried her face into her hands. "What's wrong Lucy? You can tell me" Mira stated silently.

Lucy stayed silent, not answering the barmaid as she still burying her face in her hands. "Is it about Natsu" she stated instantly to make the blonde look at her directly. Lucy instantly raised her head looking at the white haired adult. "I'm worried about him" Lucy bit her lip.

"It's alright, you know Natsu. He is a tough guy, he never accepts to lose" Mira was cleaning a mug while talking to the blonde. "I know that!" Lucy whined "but…" her head fell down "It's a whole guild, Mira" she stated "… and, that's the first time from along ago he go to a mission, and he did not take Happy too" she stated staring at the blue cat eating his fish sadly "Does that mean… you regret fighting with him" Mira slyly asked her."Of course I do Mira-san" she stuck a sandwich inside of her mouth "and I believe Erza and Gray do too".

Lucy stared down remembering their fight and what had happened, it had been three days already since he left. She didn't suspect Natsu's ability to defeat the whole dark, but she was still worried because along ago he never left for a mission she wouldn't be with him. At least, every mission he was injured, she was there making sure he is alright, but now…

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Flashback ~

Natsu and Happy returned from a mission together without the blonde, they kinda went without telling her. The day before she returned from a mission together with Levy. Bt even though she was there, Natsu did not tell her. That made Lucy angry on them and she waited for them to come back to yell at them.

"You went on a mission and left me behind, you know I need to pay my rent!" Lucy yelled putting her both hands on her waist, Natsu looked at her, narrowing his eyes "You went in a mission alone without us too" he stated glaring at her.

Lucy looked at him confused, he had an answer for everything she say since they met. She sighed then she looked at him "But at least… I told you, you did not"

Natsu glared at her, and then realized that Erza coming to them, "You are fighting?" Erza looked at them wondering what they were yelling at.

Lucy looked at them and Natsu looked down "Natsu… Natsu went in a mission without me, even though… I did return from my mission before he leaves". Erza stared at the dragon slayer who was staring at the ground thinking about what the blonde saying."And..?" she asked. "And he had to tell me before he go" Lucy yelled.

"That's right, Natsu" Gray came along adding some words "You and Happy went without telling us" he said, Natsu looked at him "We are team, isn't it" Gray stared at him in the eye he wasn't really in the mood to bear hearing something from them he had something bothering him in his heart already.

"M-minna " Wendy came after hearing their voices raising from its level. Everyone already reached their level on anger. The fight wasn't really concept and everyone don't understands how did it started? But now, Natsu was the one who did the wrong thing. For them, Natsu have to tell them before going to a mission that's what it means to be a team and… you can imagine what happened in the rest of the story.

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"You are going in a mission" Happy asked worriedly about his partner who seemed unhappy about their fight before and after it. Natsu gave Happy a weak smile and patted his head.

Natsu and Happy were in their home, Natsu was preparing for his bag which he will take with him. He looked at the blue cat after patting his head "You… have to stay with Lucy, she might go on a solo mission again…. That time, you have to be with her" Natsu stated then he started swinging the hammock he was sitting in.

End of flashback~~

Lucy was holding a mug of hot chocolate, wearing a coat and standing in the cold winter out in the balcony 'I overdid it this time, you were angry for reason that made you leave in a mission Natsu, but… I was an idiot to talk to you like that' she thought drinking her hot chocolate.

Suddenly Lucy found Happy stands in front of her "Happy! You scared me" she stated afraid, Happy looked at her confused, she calmed down after a moment "What?" she asked him wondering what is he doing in this time.

"Natsu.." he said sitting down at the edge of the balcony. She stared at him "The day I and Natsu left for the mission was 7 of July" Happy stated explaining the reason that Natsu was sad.

Lucy thought for a second remembering about what Natsu said to them that Igneel disappeared in the seventh of July. Now, she has a full regret.

"Is that so…" she stated angry about herself because she picked a fight with him with no reason, now she wants to apologize for him so badly.

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His breathing was getting faster than before, he was having a nightmare that never ends. It was nightmare about him, Igneel and his family disappearing. He suddenly woke up in a shock he looked right and left to find himself in white room sleeping in a bed. He looked in his one hand then he grabbed his right shoulder squeezing hard.

"You are awake" a man was wearing lab coat came to the room. He was for sure the doctor who stitched Natsu's injury. Natsu looked at him with heavy eyes. "You lost a lot of blood. Luckily, a woman found you and brought you here" the doctor stated.

'A.. woman' Natsu thought looking down. "You will be able to leave in a week later" the doctor said walking away. "Thank you" Natsu thanked him and rested his back on the bed again.

'I'm… alive'

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A new story made by me, I don't know how the idea popped in my head suddenly when I'm hearing fairy tail ending song (Kimi ga Kureta Mono) number 13.

I feel also that I'm evil to do something like that to Natsu :D

If you like the story tell me if I should continue or not, and if you have any ideas tell me.

Sayonara