Can't fight this feeling
Chapter 1:
This is my first time writing a Spemily fanfic, I've read a lot of them and I just wanted to finally write my own. I will suggest some along the way and right now I suggest reading some of Fender18 Spemily fanfics, she writes really well and I'm sure you'll enjoy her stories on Emily and Spencer. I hope you all enjoy mine, thank you for reading! :)
"Are we all still on for tonight?" Hanna asked as they all approached the lunch table.
"Of course" Emily and Aria said at the same time
"Spence what about you?" Email asked
"Spence?" Aria said worriedly
"Spence answer" Hanna said as she nudged Spencer quite hard.
"Hm? sorry I was um just occupied" Spencer said struggling for words
"Are you good for tonight?" Hanna asked agitated
"Ya I guess so"
"Alright well I'm going to ignore the fact you're not excited for tonight as much as we all are, so I'm heading to class, walk with me Aria" Hanna got up gestured for Aria to go with her and they left leaving Emily and Spencer alone at there lunch table
"Spence, what has been up with you lately? you've been acting really weird, and its worrying me" Emily said very worried
"It's nothing, I've just been really busy with focusing on keeping my grades up and getting into UPenn"
"I know you too well Spencer, that isn't it, you know you can talk to me about anything"
Spencer couldn't take the tension forming between the two, she had to leave quickly before she had to really come clean on what has been bothering her
"I'm going to be late for class I'll- I'll talk to you later, bye Em"
Emily knew Spencer was hiding something, and she was slightly upset that her closest friend of the foursome wouldn't talk to her. Emily had to find out. But how? She didn't want to pressure Spencer into telling her. But she hated the fact she was keeping things from her. Emily decided that she should talk to Aria and Hanna about what has been going on with Spencer.
Later on that day at lunch…
"Hey guys, have you two noticed Spencer acting weird lately?" Emily asked
"Spencer's always acting weird what else is knew?" Hanna said jokingly
Aria and Emily rolled there eyes and ignored Hanna
"I've noticed it too, maybe she's just worried about getting into UPenn?" Aria said
"I really don't think Spencer would worry that much, she has straight A's in all her classes?" Emily inputted
"At least somethings straight about Spencer" Hanna said forgetting Emily was there
Aria stared Hanna down and kicked her under the table
" What is she talking about?" Emily asked quickly
"Nothing Hanna's just being stupid" Aria said and half smiled still eyeing Hanna down like a hawk
"well I'm going to head to class before you two start acting more weird, see you girls tonight" Emily asked very puzzled
Emily thought to herself all English class about what Hanna said. Emily wasn't stupid though she knew exactly what Hana was applying. Was Spencer gay? Emily thought hard. After hearing what Hanna said Emily was very interested if this was true, after all Emily has had a crush on Spencer for the longest time. She couldn't stop thinking about the tall brunette and her very slim figure, and how she enjoyed being around her. Emily decided that somehow that night she would find out what has been going on with Spencer.
Spencer was frustrated with how she felt, she hasn't told anyone, not even her three closest friends. Spencer wasn't frustrated with the fact she was gay, she was frustrated with who she was interested in, she didn't want her friendship ruined with her tanned friend. She loved how close they were, but Spencer wanted more than friends she couldn't handle being alone with Emily without kissing her. Spencer planned on telling Emily how she felt countless amounts of times but every time Spencer felt that Emily wouldn't feel the same way back. Spencer wasn't one too give up, or not try, she over achieved everything she did and made sure people knew it. But this was different, Spencer knew this wasn't just a crush she felt a whole lot more for Emily.
Later on that evening-
Hanna and Aria arrived a lot earlier at Spencer's than Spencer had requested. She knew there was only one reason the two would come with out Emily and that would be to talk about something that Emily couldn't know.
"Hey guys you're a little early-" Spencer said curiously
"Yeah, yeah shut up and tell us what has been going on" Hanna said trying to sound like a detective
"Hanna!" Aria said disappointed in how Hanna approached the subject
"what are you guys talking about, I've been acting perfectly fine?" Spencer said making it obvious she was lying
"Spencer, we know it's okay, we're here and we love you no matter what" Aria said kindly
"yeah what she said, any hot girls you've banged yet?" Hanna said seriously
"wait, how did you you guys know?" Spencer asked ignoring Hanna once again
"We're around you twenty four seven, it's impossible to sneak anything past us" Hanna said slightly impressed with herself
"We also know you're into Emily" Aria said very softly
"Am I that obvious?" Spencer asked disappointed with herself
"Just a little but don't worry, we're both sure Emily would never pass down the opportunity to be with a beautiful girl like yourself" Hanna said
Aria and Spencer looked at each other in shock at what Hanna said they were both surprised with her saying those kind worse to Spencer
"Thanks Hanna I appreciate it but Emily's way to good for me"
"Spence stop doubting yourself, you and Emily will make the cutest couple" Aria said
Spencer smiled, than had a worried expression as she heard a knock on her front door
"Shit! What do I do? Do I tell her tonight? Guys help please!" Spencer said worriedly
"Chill don't get your panties in a bunch" Hanna said laughing at Spencer
Aria rolled her eyes took Spencer by the shoulders and looked her tall friend in the eyes and said "Spencer you're a wonder, beautiful person, just be as confident as you usually are and stop worrying, Hanna and I are here for you"
Spencer answered the door smiling at what Aria said to her. She let Emily into her house and the foursome headed to Spencer's room for an unexpected night.
I really hope this first chapter was interesting, I already have a lot of stuff planned and I'm excited to see where this story is headed, I will try to update soon!