Hello everyone! I am so very sorry that it has taken me so long to update - or write anything for that matter. I have been so crazy busy. I left my old job for a new opportunity and it has completely taken most of all my time. It's great, different and new and they are such a wonderful company. I've haven't been able to sit down and write at all. So this is just a small fic to get the juices flowing. I do promise that One Weekend will be updated. I just can't seem to part with it just yet. Nothing is coming out right.

This will only be a two chapter fic just to get my juices flowing. I'm sorry if it's a little short? I'm also writing on my phone since my computer crashed so if the format is wonky or I missed some editing... I'm sorry.

Title: You Drive Me Crazy

Genre: General

Timeline: Season6

Characters: Jax and Tara

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Published: Dec 17/2015


After everything that has happened, with all the lies, cheating, and betrayal . You still feel like you can still change what's happened. Give all you've got left, to stay and fight for the one you love, but in your heart you know it's the end. You are now the enemy.

Emerald eyes fixated on the leather jacket in front of her, laying on the chair in the corner of the small, dark room. She gasped, as the images of the cold, damp jail cell, haunted her thoughts.

'This bed...this room. It was almost like she was still in jail. The cell she left only a few days ago. It felt like she was in prison. Everyone watching her every move.'

She inhaled a deep breath, her right hand grasping at the bed beside her. She swallowed, licking her dry, chapped, lips. Her throat closed; tightness creeping against her chest.' She needed to get out of there, before Jax or the club returned.

'You have already betrayed him - he betrayed you. It was done, they were over. They would be naive to think otherwise. There was no coming back from this. Gemma had been right all those years ago, telling her that, her and Jax wouldn't last. That their love was always doomed.-

'What have I done?" She whispered, as she moved across the room. She sighed as she bent down, her eyes closing as her fingers clutched at the worn leather. Picking it up, she slipped it on, turning towards the door.

'What you are planning to do, will put the nail in the coffin for you two. You can't go back from this... You will be dead to him after this.' Her conscious kept reminding her as she rechecked her surroundings, making sure she wasn't forgetting or leaving anything behind. Sighing loudly her hand grasped the door knob, and turned it slightly.


The ride home was colder then he expected it to be and his teeth clenched as the chilly wind, seeped through his jacket, connecting with his skin. He shivered, taking a large breath as he revved his motorcycle and sped faster down the highway. It was almost ten minutes from the cabin and he needed to get there. The quicker...the better.

The way things ended this morning with Tara, the awkward hug - the way she felt against his body.

Cold– Cold as ice.

The way she had looked through him, and not at him, frightened Jax more than he wanted to admit. He knew she was hiding something from him. Since the day he fell in love with her, he realized that was the one thing Tara couldn't hide from him. Even though she had always tried her hardest – when she wanted too, to keep secrets from him all he had to do was stare deeply into her green eyes and he knew if she was hiding something.

Her eyes were the window to his soul and when he stared into them today he knew she was definitely keeping something from him. After everything Tara had done to him, the betrayal, the lies, the fake pregnancy. Jax forgave her. He knew he hadn't been the best husband, deep down he knew he had never been a good man for her. One who deserved to have her.

Jax Teller had never been good enough for her. Would never be good enough for her. Who would blame her though? All the lying, the pushing her away - the cruel words he spewed at her. He deserved everything she did to him.

Jax turned down the long dark, dirt road and the roar of his bike echoed through the forest. He stopped a few feet away from the driveway of the cabin and stepped off his bike, placing the helmet on his handle bars. He glanced at his watch, before slipping into the bushes.


Tara glanced up from the porch and she panicked, speeding up as she hurried across the wood porch, the crunching of her black boots ringing louder in her ears. 'You need to leave! Now! Leave before you change your mind.'

Her eyes adjusted to the darkness and she glanced ahead of her, towards the end of the driveway. No one was there, not a vehicle in sight. Maybe she imagined the bike? It couldn't be anyone from the club, they had only left not less than an hour ago, they wouldn't have even hit Lodi yet. The cabin was about and hour and a half from Charming. It couldn't be them... It wasn't Jax.

Tara exhaled softly, she was just imagining things. Letting her imagination run wild. Of course, part of her wished Jax would show up before she got into the car and they would reconcile and they would – No!

No – it wasn't him.

This mess, this betrayal she was doing? Wasn't going to bring them back together. Their marriage was officially over.

The boys safety. Her safety, was all that mattered now.

Tara glanced back toward the cabin one more time before opening the car door, her eyes filled with tears, and she closed them. 'It'll be alright. Just breathe.' She whispered as she slipped inside the car and shut the door. Her hand moved to the steering wheel and the keys dangled close to the ignition, but before she could start the car, something cold and hard hit her wrist, causing her to scream.

Her head snapped up and she swallowed hard, as blonde hair and blue eyes caught her vision. Her eyes lowered to her arm. Not only had Jax been sitting beside her in the SUV but, his left arm was also handcuffed to her right arm.

"Going somewhere, babe?"

TBC. ..

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