ClaryPOV
This is the last night i will spend alone. I'm not sure if this makes me content or fearful, but i sure am exited. So when i go to bed, tuck myself in my creamcoloured bedsheets, i am restless, pushing sleep away every time it comes to me.
Dear reader:
i know you are confused, so while I'm lying in my bed, staring at the blackness of my ceiling i will explain my situation. First things first:
My name is Clarissa, i usually go by the name of Clary. I am a petite thin girl with no appetite and red curly hair. Tomorrow i will be of age: i will turn 15. that, to part, is why i cant sleep.
My parents are high society and we are very wealthy, a fact I adore, because of all the privileges that come with it. One privilege having servants, a huge house, great partys and sex slaves. Yes, you heard correctly: we, the highest of high society, have sex slaves. That i s the true reason i can not sleep on a starless night like this one. Once of age, men and women are chosen, no wrong, they compete against each other to become our the lovers. As a reward they receive money and status for their family and them. Since i will turn 15 by tomorrow, i have been carefully contemplating the last few months. Trust me, theses months were agonizing but i think i made a good choice. My parents offered me to take two or even three, like my brother (the number of partners depends on your family's wealth)but i decided to stick with one for the first year. The boy i chose is 16, has brown hair, blue eyes, a strong jaw und a slender, yet muscular figure. His name is Julian and he plays the violin, likes to ballroom dance and sounded like a passionate gentleman during his interview. I can only hope he is good in the bedroom, though i dont think it will matter. My friends approve and Izzy already asked if she could lend him. I told her yes, if she let me have hers once in a while. Izzy only giggled. She has an amazing talent at choosing her men, i adored those she chose last year, they were so charming, especially the blonde one.
Now i can only wait for the night to pass as fast as possible, so that by tomorrow i may not be a virgin anymore.
